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  1. Wendy Berk

    From Rabbi David Seidenberg

    R’ Yaakov Lainer, the son of the Izhbitser Rebbe, teaches that the soul-spark of a rock is attached more directly to God’s throne than the soul-spark of a human being. He wrote:

    “And [the soul-sparks of] the silent ones (rocks) in this world branch off from a very high place. Here is a parable: One who stands very close to the throne, facing the king, voids themself completely because of the awe they feel – because of this, there is no movement in them. And one who looks at them from behind, it appears that there is no life in this person, but in truth there is true life there.”

    “Whoever is closer to God, their back is seen” by those further away. If we imagine ourselves facing God’s throne, as it were, all we see of rocks is their backs, no matter what angle we look at them from, because they are even closer to that place then we are. So when God told Moshe to speak to the rock, instead of striking it, God was inviting Moshe to see the rock from a “God’s-eye” view, to understand its inner reality — “that there is true life there” — and to show the people that that was the truth throughout all Creation.

    Moshe was supposed to demonstrate to the people that everything is alive, even rocks, and that we can be in dialogue with the world around us, rather than just taking from it and using it. He was certainly capable of seeing the rock this way — after all, he had rightly seen the divine life burning in the bush. So why couldn’t he do it?

    Well, Moshe and Ahron’s sister Miriam had just died. According to midrash, the reason the people were desperate for water is that after Miriam died, the magical well that followed her wherever she went dried up.

    God expects Moshe not only to be the perfect leader, the perfect visionary, and the perfect executor of God’s will — Moshe also has to do all this while in deep mourning for his sister. It seems like it would be impossible for any human to live up to that task. How can Moshe speak to a rock when all he can think about is how he can no longer speak to his sister, the one who saved his life when he was a baby, before he could even speak?

    When someone is in the first days of mourning, we even say that their mouth is closed — as if they had no mouth to speak with, because of their grief.

    According to Rashi and the midrash, this is the reason why Jacob cooked a stew of lentils to serve to Isaac after Abraham died. “Lentils are shaped like a wheel, and mourning is a wheel that revolves through the world”, touching everyone and everything one by one by one. And just as a mourner “has no mouth” so to a lentil, unlike other legumes, “has no indents” or concavities. Facing mourning, one becomes, so to speak, faceless. One loses a sense of oneself, and not just a sense of the person who has been lost. Like a rolling stone, one might quip.

    That’s why after Ahron’s two oldest sons die by fire at the altar, the Torah says, “Vayidom Ahron” — “and Ahron was silent”. That word for being silent, vayidom, is the same as the medieval word for the “mineral kingdom” — rocks were called “domim” — “the silent ones” — as you see in the quote from R’ Lainer. Ahron’s tongue, his lips, were stilled, his mouth struck dumb, by his grief. He was petrified in the literal sense, rendered speechless like a rock. The Torah doesn’t say it, but perhaps he was also petrified in the sense of terrified, by the wild power of the altar that had just struck down his sons.

    The practical meaning of saying that a mourner has no mouth is this: a mourner at the beginning of shiva is not supposed to greet others or to respond when they greet her or him. And if that’s the case, should Moshe have to speak to a rock, to greet a rock, in the depths of his mourning, in the face of his own silence confronting Miriam’s death?

    If Moshe had been able, if he had had the composure to speak to that rock, the history of our people and our planet might be different. Instead, he struck the rock, and we humans mostly continue to strike the rocks, and all the other beings of this planet, instead of speaking, instead of being in dialogue with the world around us. We cannot see that “there is true life there” and so we act in a way to snuff out life.

    May we learn to speak with the rocks, and more importantly, to listen.

  2. Wendy Berk

    From Rishe Groner

    We’re living in a time where nothing can be taken for granted.

    The last two years have had us all in scenarios we had never imagined. Working through stuff we d never conceived.

    Hard stuff has come up. Hard conversations, hard relationships, hard situations to work through, with the prayer of coming to the other side in new levels of awareness and understanding.

    So it’s more than appropriate that this week’s Torah portion describes several experiences of transition for our ancient Israelite ancestors in their desert wanderings:

    The first, the general life experience of encountering death, loss of life; the ‘tumah’, or trauma that ensues, and the cleansing experience that needs to happen before life can move on….

    And the second, a particular experience of the Israelite people losing one of their leaders, the prophetess Miriam, and with her their one source of water in the desert. The experience of not only mourning, but readjusting to a different kind of life, without her guidance, leadership and the source of sustenance she brought.

    In the first experience, we are told the law of Parah Adumah – the Red Cow; a mysterious and symbolic ritual that is labelled “chok” – a law with no underlying logical reason – that involves using the ashes of the slaughtered and burned cow to sprinkle purifying waters on the person who has encountered death.

    While our tradition has spent the last few thousand years looking for all kinds of mystical and social and legal reasons why the Parah Adumah ritual takes place, what is clear is that the ritual itself is a key element to transitioning from that moment of trauma; of finding a dead body along the highway or in the field, of being with a family member in a moment of passing, and using a physical action of sprinkling, cleansing and washing to mark the moment of reintegration into society.

    When it comes to Miriam’s passing, the collective ritual happens in another way, one that we might call “bediyavad” or “after-the-fact”, something that isn’t initially designed to take place, but happens as a result of the ensuing events.

    Miriam, the sister of Moshe and Aharon, is also the same woman who we learned about way back in the Exodus story, in Shemot, when she watches over her little brother Moshe, the baby in a basket who floats down the Nile river until he is rescued by the Egyptian princess. Miriam’s name includes the Hebrew word for water, “mayim”, and sea, “yam”, as well as “mar” – bitter.

    Miriam ,our Sages teach us, had the merit of manifesting a magical well that traveled with the Israelites throughout the desert, so they were never short of water. That “Beer Miriam” – the “Well of Miriam” disappeared the moment she passed on, which is why in our Torah portion this week, we hear the devastating tale of “Mei Merivah” “The Waters of Contention”, when the people fought and struggled with Moshe and with God over water. Being thirsty and cranky in the middle of the desert heat might do that to you.

    The Torah illustrates the story for us as a lesson of faith. The people ask Moshe, “Why did you bring us out from Egypt?” – not the first time they’ve asked such a question when the going gets rough. Moshe is frustrated, wondering how he’s going to handle these people, and responds in a way that God isn’t too happy about.

    After being told to approach a rock and speak to it to obtain water, Moshe famously shouts at the people, “Listen now, you rebels!” (Or, in some more fun and antiquated translations, “Hear ye, rebels!”)

    Then he asks one of those questions that can be coded a thousand ways, depending on how you read tone and punctuation in an ancient Hebrew text:

    שמעו נא המרים המן הסלע הזה נוציא לכם מים

    “Can we get water out of this rock for all of you?”
    “Will this rock bring us water for all of you?”
    “Are we going to get water out of this rock for you?”

    There’s a thousand ways to read it, and it’s been translated as such, but I want to focus on the tone.

    It could be sarcasm, incredulousness, frustration.
    It could be wonder, awe, and faith.
    It could all be prayer.

    Like the ritual of the Parah Adumah, this was a ritual that took place after death, after a moment of extreme trauma not only for the people – in losing their leader and the Source of water and sustenance that she embodied; but a loss for Moshe, their leader going through his own private trauma of losing his sister.

    Like the ritual of Parah Adumah, it involved water and earth-based matter. In one scenario, ashes and water; in the other – a rock and water.

    Yet here’s where the similarities end, because instead of Moshe filling the vision of leadership God had for him, and doing the work of sprinkling the waters; gently speaking to the people and the rock; it became a moment of intensity; of shouting, of hitting, of an energetic display.

    And it doesn’t end well – while the water gushes out and the people drink their fill, Moshe receives dire consequences for his actions, and is subsequently banned from entering the Promised Land. It’s a harsh reality for someone who dedicated his entire life to bringing an entire nation from exile to freedom.

    And perhaps it’s also a sign, that God realizes that the nation of slaves are consumed with too much trauma, too much pain, to be able to fully live freely on the land that has been promised. Like the episode of the spies that we read several weeks ago, when the people are told they will die out in the desert rather than enter the Land; Moshe too is told he is part of that crew.

    I’m not sure if it’s my place to try and understand the actions of a leader like Moshe on his one mess-up; when the rest of us mess up dozens if not hundreds or thousands of times in a lifetime. But I do wonder what this tells us about the relationships we all have with post-trauma; with the rituals that we create to effectively end one moment or experience and transition to the next; and how we can utilize water in a healthy, healing and abundant way to make that transition.

    The water of the rock was invisible, unseen, and seemed almost impossible. “Can we even get water out of this?” Moshe yells. And once the stick hits, heavy on the rock, the water gushes forth.

    At the end of the story, the people sing a song to the water, a song to the well.

    “Rise, well!” the song goes. “A gift from the desert.”
    The song, ancient Hebrew poetry at its finest, speaks of the nobles and princes who dig the well, and of the way it flows from the desert, as a gift, to the streams and to the fields.

    Water, we learn, is a matter of flow.

    Water is about change – the way that the part of the river that flows is never the same, and the waves of the sea are not the same, but it is all part of the same river or sea. Water is about flow, about moving with the currents and with what arises.

    And perhaps our rituals that incorporate water are a chance for us to celebrate life, to release trauma, and find ways to move forth in a way that is flow – steady, from trickle to release to flow; rather than with the suddenness of dryness to the big gush.

    This Torah portion also focuses on healing – and the international symbol of healing, the snake. When the people are visited by a plague of fiery, biting snakes; Moshe is told to place a snake on a tall pole that heals the people when they look upon it. Like the best cure for a hangover, “the hair of the dog that bit you”, the use of the snake as the cure for its own poison is described in the Talmud as “the head of the axe that chops down the tree comes from that same forest”.

    Water is our foremost medicine, the source of life and sustenance. It carries an immense power to heal, to nourish, to transform and to cleanse.

    May we merit to know how to utilize the waters to be waters of healing, rather than waters of contention. May we learn to allow a steady flow of waters into our lives, creating the rivers and streams that irrigate our daily experiences. May we find the rituals to transition in this moment, shifting from one mindset to the next; and be cleansed and healed from our trauma in the process.

  3. Wendy Berk

    From Rabbi Mel Gottlieb

    In this week’s Torah portion we read of the complex law of the Red Heifer (Parah Adumah). Our introductory verse has a unique, emphatic way of introducing the law by saying; “THIS (‘Zot’) very law is THE DECREE (‘Chok’ a statute without a rational reason) of the Torah” (19:2). Why such emphasis on its importance? One reason resides in the Midrash which suggests that the red heifer comes to rectify the sin of the golden calf. The Jewish people had come to sin with the golden calf because they attempted to ascertain a knowledge of G-d that was beyond their grasp, to obtain a simple secure connection to G-d obviating the mystery of the ways of God, to find a fixed model of G-d in an idolized calf, a G-d they could control and rely upon denying G-d’s ‘beyond rational’ ‘Mystery.’ The complex laws of the red heifer then becomes a constant reminder that there is a limit to how far our minds can reach. The laws of the red heifer relate to how we must behave relating to our encounter with the ultimate mystery, that which is beyond our rational grasp, the reality of DEATH. Thus, it is no arbitrary choice that the laws of the red heifer, relating to purification from death, are labeled a ‘decree’, a law beyond reason. As the text suggests: ‘This decree, this non-comprehensible law, relates to the incomprehensibility of death, and yet it must be followed. We must be able to live with death, and with all that we cannot comprehend fully, affirming our faith by following the Chok (and all chukim -laws beyond our rational comprehension) that are commanded. It is the fact of DEATH, of absence, loss, and non-being which makes our existence so difficult to comprehend. Thus it necessarily demands that the laws governing our contact with death are somewhat paradoxical, and cannot be fully understood.

    The goal of the ritual of the red heifer is to nullify the effects of death on those whom the death of a relative has touched and to accept the reality of death as a Mystery beyond our comprehension. Thus, the paradox of the ritual symbols is perhaps to teach us that purification from death requires jumping to a non-rational stance. The theme of death becomes a reality to face as both Moshe and Miriam die in our parsha.

    Another possible reason for this law’s importance is found in another Midrash which relates that when Moshe ascended to heaven, he heard the voice of Hashem teaching the angels the parsha of the Parah Aduma. Why does this mitzvah assume such an exalted place before Hashem? There are many other mitzvot that are called ‘Chukim’ (decrees- without rational explanation- as opposed to Mishpatim – laws based on accessible reasoning), yet this one is singled out as ‘Zot Chukat Hatorah.’ (THIS is the law of the Torah). Chukim are generally defined as divine ordinances whose purposes or meaning are not necessarily understood by human intelligence (as opposed to mishpatim) and thus to keep them shows our ultimate faith and trust in G-d. But what is the importance of this particular Chok? So strange is this law that it baffled the mind of the wisest King Solomon! What makes the law so puzzling is the PARADOX that the ashes of the Heifer in the spring water despite cleansing the unclean (the one who encounters death) at the same time defiles the priest who performs the ritual! And why when every attempt to explain the law fails, the law still remains! But perhaps in the PARADOX itself lies the secret! FOR THE PARADOX OF THE PARAH ADUMAH RESIDES IN EVERYTHING WE DO. WE ARE FILLED WITH PARADOXES, WITH OPPOSITES! This revealed fact is most important to grasp and allows us to proceed even with MYSTERY. It is a deep lesson for us!

    The verse says: ‘Take yourself a red heifer, WHOLE, and unblemished’ (19:2). This reassures us that when we become aware of our inner discord, we are also led to the possibility of wholeness.

    At the same time that we are both purified and contaminated, cleansed and defiled, filled with a myriad of ‘opposites’ we are also beings who can reach wholeness. This is the human condition, the world of ‘Bet-duality’’ and it is a B’racha (Blessing) leading to growth as we wrestle and discover our opposites, our inner world and through this discovery, rather than fighting against this phenomenon, we can transform and elevate the most basic impulses to acts of sanctification. If we ignore our complex proclivities we may be led to ‘act out’ on them and allow ourselves to degrade our holiness. We can either transform a table into an altar, sharing our food with the hungry, or we can degrade the same food with harmful toxins and waste. We can raise rowdy children into refined adults or neglect ethical behaviors for our children to emulate.

    The Parah Adumah, filled with innate contradictions teaches us that we are all filled with innate contradictions.(‘I am all,’ Whitman). THE PARADOX OF THE PARAH ADUMAH EXISTS IN EVERYTHING WE DO. WE ARE FILLED WITH PARADOXES. Quite often seemingly opposite feelings and ideas coexist within us. Sometimes we may feel sure of ourselves, a moment later we feel uncertain of the outcome. We can feel righteous and highly motivated when we take on a new endeavor, yet we may also try to insure the success of our goal. At other times, even when we feel hesitant and uncertain, we forge ahead in our plans with faith and resolution and clarity emerges. We trust that ‘opposites’ are part of the journey, and trust Hashem’s wisdom in creating us with ‘opposites’ in order to probe deeper and discover the ‘clear path’. The ‘opposites’ may then blend together harmoniously, complementing each other to produce a more profound understanding and outcome. Both confidence and caution can dance together CREATING something NEW, a new song, (a whole heifer).

    The verse assures us of this when it says: ‘Take yourself a red heifer, WHOLE and unblemished.’ This suggests to us that when we become aware of our complex proclivities we must also be aware that beneath the polarities we are whole and unblemished. God has made us just the way we need to be, capable to reach wholeness, always loved by our Loving Creator. The challenges along the way are for the benefit of our growth, and we must always remember “G-d has created the world for the sake of kindness”(Psalm 89:3) and not self-flagellation.

    Our parsha affirms this in the tale of the fiery serpent (21:5-9). After the Jews complained once more in the desert about the lack of food and water, G-d released serpents to bite them. The people repented and asked Moses to pray to G-d for healing and Hashem told Moses to build a copper serpent and put it high up on a stick and when the people gaze upward to the stick they will be healed. Our Rabbis suggest that that which bites you can also heal you if you confront it and trace the blemish to its root, confronting its origin. The root cause beneath the symptoms must be faced for growth to occur. This is the antidote! Then a state of greater consciousness, healing and growth emerges. By gazing upward at the serpent, we recognize that this, our challenge, also comes from G-d, and its ultimate purpose is to awaken us to growth, and transform our inner and outer world to its true evolution as a place of joy, kindness, wholeness and trust in G-d. Sometimes it takes illness, and the movement through it, for us to truly appreciate health. Then true love and gratitude may be born in the hearts of each of us. The evil in the world that seems so contrary to G-d’s nature, obscuring G-d’s Presence, becomes a
    veiled messenger of healing to be attained by our spiritual power. May we all experience a healing Shabbat this week, recovering from the obscuring darkness that raises its head and which demands our conscious response.

    Shabbat Shalom,

    Rabbi Mel

  4. Wendy Berk

    From JTS

    What if Moses Was Supposed to Hit the Rock?


    In trying to make sense of the infamous “Moses-hitting-the-rock” episode in this week’s parashah, one can find an overwhelming number of attempts to explain why Moses (and Aaron) are punished with the Divine decree that they will die before entering the Promised Land. It is a perfect example of “Turn it and turn it for all is in it” (Pirkei Avot 5:22). The catalyst for so much interpretive work is that here, God’s reason for punishing Moses and Aaron appears particularly unclear and therefore, unfair.

    In chapter 20 of the book of Numbers, the Israelites have just reached the wilderness of Zin. Miriam dies, and the people find themselves without any water. They then “quarrel” with Moses, bitterly complaining that he brought them out of Egypt just to die in the wilderness (Num. 20:2–5).

    Moses and Aaron then turn to God, who tells them to take up the rod, speak to a rock, and order it to provide water. Moses takes the rod and, together with Aaron, assembles the people and says, “Listen, you rebels, shall we get water for you out of this rock?” (Num. 20:10). After Moses hits the rock twice, water gushes forth. But God is unhappy with Moses and Aaron both, and says, “Because you did not trust Me enough to affirm My sanctity in the sight of the Israelite people, therefore you shall not lead this congregation into the land that I have given them” (Num. 20:12).

    What has confused and troubled readers here is God’s vague explanation for what Moses and Aaron did wrong. In what ways did Moses and Aaron not trust God? What would it have meant to affirm God’s sanctity in front of the people?

    The most direct answer is that in hitting the rock, Moses and Aaron disobeyed God’s instruction to speak to it. This makes sense and can teach us a lot about the importance of using our words to effect change rather than physical force. But several details complicate this otherwise important explanation.

    First, although Moses seems to stray from God’s exact instructions, the incorrect action still works. Water comes forth in abundance. Couldn’t God have shown Moses and Aaron (by association) the error of their ways by not bringing forth water? Second, God tells Moses to pick up his rod before speaking to the rock. This is the same rod that Moses took up in the book of Exodus, and with which God brought about supernatural “signs and wonders” in Egypt. Why would Moses need the rod now if he were just supposed to be speaking? Third, and most perplexing, is that there is an almost word-for-word parallel story in Exodus, where God explicitly orders Moses to strike a rock in order to get water for a complaining people (Exod. 17:1–7). Why wouldn’t God instruct Moses and Aaron to do the same again?

    I’m going to focus on what I see as the most complicated point, the double-telling of how Moses hits a rock for water.

    For some commentators, the parallel stories are understood as separate chronological events, the differences of which are explained through the passage of time. According to Rashi, forty years have passed between the rock episodes of Exodus and Numbers. By the time we get to Numbers, Moses and Aaron are dealing with the next generation of Israelites (see Rashi on Numbers 20:1). The intervention that was necessary for their parents was detrimental to this new generation who needed to be shown a different way to achieve their goals. On this, Aviva Zornberg writes, “What was once an effective teaching tool is now to be replaced by the use of language . . . [W]hat God wants is to educate the people to their new post-wilderness lives in the Land, and to the practices that will enable them to live organically in a new place and time.”[1]

    Perhaps Moses and Aaron weren’t the right leaders to bring the people into the land because they couldn’t understand how to meet the needs of a new generation, a challenge I myself face as a rabbi serving millennials and, very soon, Gen Z. Maybe in failing to change their ways, they failed to sanctify God.

    This explanation, however, still requires us to guess what God means by “trust” and “sanctify,” and can still make us wonder if Moses’s action was such an egregious transgression as to merit retirement by death.

    Long before there were source critical readings of the Torah (which often explain multiple versions of the same episode as a result of several human authors and/or redactors), medieval commentator Bekhor Shor (Joseph ben Isaac Bekhor Shor, France, 12th century) suggested that the two rock-hitting episodes are one and the same. Given that he saw redundancies in the text as purposeful rather than accidental, he suggested that the story actually takes place in Numbers but is mentioned earlier in Exodus to anticipate the reader’s questions about how the Israelites were able to find water in the desert.[2]

    The daring implication of the two stories being different versions of the same event is that Moses (and Aaron) aren’t really punished for hitting the rock because God had actually told them to do so! Moses was always supposed to hit the rock!

    Instead, they are punished for not acknowledging the Divine as the true source of water. Commenting on Deuteronomy, which recounts God’s explanation for punishing Moses and Aaron, Bekhor Shor writes, “ ‘For you broke faith with Me’ (Deut. 32:51)—for you did not explain to the Israelites that I was giving them the water, but instead you said ‘shall we get water for you (out of) this rock?’” (Num. 20:10). Where the two leaders strayed, then, was in the words they spoke as they hit the rock, not in the act of hitting itself.

    When it comes to considering who should lead the people into the next crucial phase of their journey, God decides that it can no longer be Moses and Aaron. When they failed to remind the people, or worse, themselves, that their power comes from something greater than themselves, they were acting more like pharaohs than God’s prophets.

    This fascinating telling and retelling of the rock episode can teach us to be wary of even beloved leaders who—intentionally or not—take credit for everything they accomplish while failing to acknowledge the seemingly invisible sources of support to achieve their goals. Every great leader requires guidance, inspiration, and helping hands. In a world where it is acceptable, even highly regarded, to appear to act totally independently, we do a disservice to ourselves and our communities when we fail to trust, uplift, and sanctify the human and Divine sources behind our work. If this were true for great leaders like Moses and Aaron, how much more so should it be for us.

  5. Wendy Berk

    From Reform


    A single lit candle“The whole community knew that Aaron had breathed his last” (Numbers 20:29). In the Midrash, we read:

    When Moses and Elazar descended from the mountain, all the people gathered against them and demanded of them, “Where is Aaron?” They said to them: “Dead.” They replied, “How could the Angel of Death touch him, a man who stood up against the Angel of Death and stopped him, as it is written, he stood between the living and the dead (Numbers 17:13)? If you bring him [back to us], good; if not, we will stone you!” At that moment, Moses stood in prayer and said, “Ruler of the world, free us from suspicion!” Immediately, the Blessed Holy One opened the cave [where Aaron lay dead] and showed it to them, as it is said, the people saw that Aaron had breathed his last. (B’midbar Rabbah 19:20)

    What an amazing midrash.

    Parashat Chukat is in the middle of the Book of Numbers, and its narrative spans 38 of the 40 years in the wilderness. It is also full of death, and the human struggle to comprehend it.

    Chukat opens with the ritual of the red heifer, to provide an avenue to purify those who have had contact with the dead. Then, in quick sequence, Miriam dies; Moses and Aaron strike the rock for water and are condemned to die in the desert; Aaron dies; and many Israelites are killed by divinely-sent serpents, to punish them for their endless complaints. Yet all this death is paired with an existential disbelief. How can Aaron die — Aaron, who himself stopped death when he was saving the Israelites from the plague that followed Korach’s rebellion? This question is not just existential; it is eternal. We still ask: How is it that the people who we love die? How is it that we ourselves are mortal? As a rabbi, I have officiated at countless funerals. But whether I am at the graveside of a centenarian or a stillborn child, the fact of death still astonishes me, and the pain of mourners continues to break my heart.

    The two essential teachings of Judaism around death are kibud hameit, “honoring the deceased,” and nichum aveilim, “comforting those who mourn.” Both of these can be found woven into the narrative of Chukat.

    The ritual of the “red heifer,” parah adumah, has long been the subject of debate (Numbers 19:1-10). The classic Rabbinic response is that it is a chok, a divine “law” with no explanation; in other words, we do it because God said so and we cannot hope to understand. The scholarly theory, developed by Jacob Milgrom,1 is that it is the vestige of a pre-Israelite exorcism ritual, tamed and transformed to be integrated into the sacrificial system. My own suggestion is simply that the ritual teaches us that both life and death require contact, and that the contact with mortality has consequences. Who has not felt the impact of being in the physical presence of death? We know that the demand for this purification ritual was high throughout the time of the Second Temple, and even after its destruction.2 We see its vestiges when we wash our hands after attending a funeral or going to the cemetery. The first lesson of Chukat is that contact with death requires attention. We do not simply go on with our business.

    Moses and Aaron seem to learn this the hard way. Miriam dies, and the story goes on (Numbers 20:1). There is no account of the people mourning her. Not even Moses and Aaron stop to mourn. It is not clear whether this is due to their own ignorance or on account of pressure from the people. We do know that right after this loss, the Israelites show a remarkable insensitivity, complaining to Moses and Aaron: “Why have you brought the Eternal’s congregation into this wilderness for us and our beasts to die there?” (Numbers 20:2). They do not understand the basic rule of shiva calls: that the focus is on the mourner, not the visitor. Abarbanel (Portuguese, 15th century) notes that their complaint comes “just at the time when they ought to have comforted them [Moses and Aaron] for the loss of their sister.” No wonder Moses and Aaron act out and strike the rock, leading to a harsh reminder of their own mortality: God’s edict that they will not live to see the Promised Land. Not mourning Miriam was a mistake with many consequences. It is a double loss for her family and her people. Not only are they missing her wisdom (Gersonides observes that as the eldest sibling and a prophet, Miriam would have kept her brothers from doing anything so stupid as hitting the rock), but also they are missing the opportunity for healing and reflection that mourning can bring.

    Strikingly, when Aaron dies, his loss is handled very differently (Numbers 20:22-29). This could be understood as sexism: all too often, the Miriams among our leaders are passed over in both life and death, while the Aarons get the glory. This may well be true. But it is also true that we can find a learning curve in this parashah, as the Israelites learn to navigate death. They may not want to believe that Aaron has died, but once they see it, they mourn him.

    Aaron’s passing is presented as the ideal of a good death. He gets to pass down his legacy, in the form of his priestly garments, to his son Eleazar. His brother Moses is with him when he ascends to his deathbed, stretches out his hands, closes his mouth, closes his eyes, and dies. There is a light by his deathbed, and the Divine Presence is felt. He is not alone. Rashi writes, “at that moment, Moses longed for that self-same death” (Rashi on Numbers 20:26). Indeed, we are later assured that God tends to Moses when his time comes, and his people mourn him.

    The Chasidic master Rabbi Simcha Bunim,2 said on his deathbed: “All of life is but a preparation for death, and a person must study for his entire life in order to know how to die.” Hundreds of years before, Moses Ibn Ezra put it more poetically:

    A man should remember, from time to time,
    That he is occupied with death,
    That he is taken a little further
    On a journey each day —
    Though he thinks he is at rest,
    Like a ship’s passenger lounging on deck,
    Being carried by the wings of the wind.

    Chukat gives us guidance as we grapple with this fundamental truth.

    Jacob Milgrom, The JPS Torah Commentary: Numbers [Philadelphia: Jewish Publication Society, 1990], excursus 48, pp.438-443)
    Ibid., Milgrom, p. 161
    Aharon Yaakov Greenberg compiled, quoted by Y.Y. Tronk of Kutno in Torah Gems, v.3 (Tel Aviv: Yavneh, 1998), p.102

  6. Wendy Berk

    From Rabbi Jonathan Sacks

    Kohelet, Tolstoy
    and the Red Heifer
    Chukat – Balak 5780

    The command of the parah adumah, the Red Heifer, with which our parsha begins, is known as the hardest of the mitzvot to understand. The opening words, zot chukat ha-Torah, are taken to mean, this is the supreme example of a chok in the Torah, that is, a law whose logic is obscure, perhaps unfathomable.

    It was a ritual for the purification of those who had been in contact with, or in, certain forms of proximity to a dead body. A dead body is the primary source of impurity, and the defilement it caused to the living meant that the person so affected could not enter the precincts of the Tabernacle or Temple until cleansed, in a process that lasted seven days.

    A key element of the purification process involved a Priest sprinkling the person so affected, on the third and seventh day, with a specially prepared liquid known as “the water of cleansing.” First a Red Heifer had to be found, without a blemish, and which had never been used to perform work: a yoke had never been placed on it. This was ritually killed and burned outside the camp. Cedar wood, hyssop, and scarlet wool were added to the fire, and the ashes placed in a vessel containing “living” i.e. fresh water. It was this that was sprinkled on those who had become impure by contact with death. One of the more paradoxical features of the rite is that though it cleansed the impure, it rendered impure those who were involved with the preparation of the water of cleansing.

    Though the ritual has not been practised since the days of the Temple, it nonetheless remains significant, in itself and for an understanding of what a chok, usually translated as “statute,” actually is. Other instances include the prohibition against eating meat and milk together, wearing clothes of mixed wool and linen (shatnez) and sowing a field with two kinds of grain (kilayim). There have been several very different explanations of chukim.

    The most famous is that a chok is a law whose logic we cannot understand. It makes sense to God, but it makes no sense to us. We cannot aspire to the kind of cosmic wisdom that would allow us to see its point and purpose. Or perhaps, as Rav Saadia Gaon put it, it is a command issued for no other reason than to reward us for obeying it.[1]

    The Sages recognised that whereas Gentiles might understand Jewish laws based on social justice (mishpatim) or historical memory (edot), commands such as the prohibition of eating meat and milk together seemed irrational and superstitious. The chukim were laws of which “Satan and the nations of the world made fun.”[2]

    Maimonides had a quite different view. He believed that no Divine command was irrational. To suppose otherwise was to think God inferior to human beings. The chukim only appear to be inexplicable because we have forgotten the original context in which they were ordained. Each of them was a rejection of, and education against, some idolatrous practice. For the most part, however, such practises have died out, which is why we now find the commands hard to understand.[3]

    A third view, adopted by Nahmanides in the thirteenth century[4] and further articulated by Samson Raphael Hirsch in the nineteenth, is that the chukim were laws designed to teach the integrity of nature. Nature has its own laws, domains and boundaries, to cross which is to dishonour the divinely created order, and to threaten nature itself. So we do not combine animal (wool) and vegetable (linen) textiles, or mix animal life (milk) and animal death (meat). As for the Red Heifer, Hirsch says that the ritual is to cleanse humans from depression brought about by reminders of human mortality.

    My own view is that chukim are commands deliberately intended to bypass the rational brain, the pre-frontal cortex. The root from which the word chok comes is h-k-k, meaning, “to engrave.” Writing is on the surface; engraving cuts much deeper than the surface. Rituals go deep below the surface of the mind, and for an important reason. We are not fully rational animals, and we can make momentous mistakes if we think we are. We have a limbic system, an emotional brain. We also have an extremely powerful set of reactions to potential danger, located in the amygdala, that lead us to flee, freeze or fight. A moral system, to be adequate to the human condition, must recognise the nature of the human condition. It must speak to our fears.

    The most profound fear most of us have is of death. As La Rochefoucauld said, “Neither the sun nor death can be looked on with a steady eye.” Few have explored death and the tragic shadow it casts over life more profoundly than the author of Kohelet (Ecclesiastes):

    “The fate of man is the fate of cattle; the same fate awaits them both, the death of one is like the death of the other, their spirits are the same, and the pre-eminence of man over beast is nothing, for it is all shallow breath. All end in the same place; all emerge from dust and all go back to dust” (Eccl. 3:19-20).

    The knowledge that he will die robs Kohelet of any sense of the meaningfulness of life. We have no idea what will happen, after our death, to what we have achieved in life. Death makes mockery of virtue: the hero may die young while the coward lives to old age. And bereavement is tragic in a different way. To lose those we love is to have the fabric of our life torn, perhaps irreparably. Death defiles in the simplest, starkest sense: mortality opens an abyss between us and God’s eternity.

    It is this fear, existential and elemental, to which the rite of the Heifer is addressed. The animal itself is the starkest symbol of pure, animal life, untamed, undomesticated. The red, like the scarlet of the wool, is the colour of blood, the essence of life. The cedar, tallest of trees, represents vegetative life. The hyssop symbolises purity. All these were reduced to ash in the fire, a powerful drama of mortality. The ash itself was then dissolved in water, symbolising continuity, the flow of life, and the potential of rebirth. The body dies but the spirit flows on. A generation dies but another is born. Lives may end but life does not. Those who live after us continue what we began, and we live on in them. Life is a never-ending stream, and a trace of us is carried onward to the future.

    The person in modern times who most deeply experienced and expressed what Kohelet felt was Tolstoy, who told the story in his essay, A Confession.[5] By the time he wrote it, in his early fifties, he had already published two of the greatest novels ever written, War and Peace and Anna Karenina. His literary legacy was secure. His greatness was universally recognised. He was married, with children. He had a large estate. His health was good. Yet he was overcome with a sense of the meaninglessness of life in the face of the knowledge that we will all die. He quoted Kohelet at length. He contemplated suicide. The question that haunted him was: “Is there any meaning in my life that will not be annihilated by the inevitability of death which awaits me?”[6]

    He searched for an answer in science, but all it told him was that “in the infinity of space and the infinity of time infinitely small particles mutate with infinite complexity.” Science deals in causes and effects, not purpose and meaning. In the end, he concluded that only religious faith rescues life from meaninglessness. “Rational knowledge, as presented by the learned and wise, negates the meaning of life.”[7] What is needed is something other than rational knowledge. “Faith is the force of life. If a man lives, then he must believe in something … If he does understand the illusion of the finite, he is bound to believe in the infinite. Without faith it is impossible to live.”[8]

    That is why, to defeat the defilement of contact with death, there must be a ritual that bypasses rational knowledge. Hence the rite of the Red Heifer, in which death is dissolved in the waters of life, and those on whom it is sprinkled are made pure again so that they can enter the precincts of the Shechinah and re-establish contact with eternity.

    We no longer have the Red Heifer and its seven-day purification ritual, but we do have the shiva, the seven days of mourning during which we are comforted by others and thus reconnected with life. Our grief is gradually dissolved by the contact with friends and family, as the ashes of the Heifer were dissolved in the “living water.” We emerge, still bereaved, but in some measure cleansed, purified, able again to face life.

    I believe that we can emerge from the shadow of death if we allow ourselves to be healed by the God of life. To do so, though, we need the help of others. “A prisoner cannot release himself from prison,”[9] says the Talmud. It took a Kohen to sprinkle the waters of cleansing. It takes comforters to lift our grief. But faith – faith from the world of chok, deeper than the rational mind – can help cure our deepest fears.

    Shabbat Shalom

    [1] Saadia Gaon, Beliefs and Opinions, Book III.

    [2] Yoma 67b.

    [3] The Guide for the Perplexed, III:31.

    [4] Commentary to Leviticus 19:19.

    [5] Leo Tolstoy, A Confession and Other Religious Writings, Penguin Classics, 1987.

    [6] Ibid., 35.

    [7] Ibid., 50.

    [8] Ibid., 54.

    [9] Brachot 5b.

  7. Wendy Berk

    From My Jewish Learning

    The Lost Years
    The meaning, relationships and transformations that individuals and a nation make in-between milestones.


    At first glance, the story of the Israelites wandering in the desert seems action-packed: It’s full of power struggles, sin and punishment, anger and awe. But in fact, all that drama may actually have been the exception to the rule.

    Parashat Chukat tells us that the Israelite people arrived at the wilderness of Zin in the first month. The verse doesn’t say which year it is, but the 12-century Spanish commentator Abraham Ibn Ezra fills in the details of the timing.

    In the first month – of the 40th year. In the Torah there is not any narrative or prophecy other than in the first year and in the 40th year.

    In the blink of an eye, 38 years have passed. Everything we have read up to this point in the Book of Numbers happened in the first year of the wandering in the desert. But from this point on, it’s the 40th year. In between: 38 years of radio silence.

    What could it have been like to live through 38 years of nothing? Was it mind-numbingly boring to wander through a monotonous desert with no word from God? Was it painfully sad to simply wait as the older generation died out and the ordained time passed?

    Many of us have experienced time periods in our lives in which we felt that we were in a holding pattern, simply waiting for our real lives to begin. At one such time, I read and identified with Tennyson’s “Ulysses,” who returns from epic adventures and to enjoy his domestic life. But Tennyson imagines that he just feels stuck:

    How dull it is to pause, to make an end,

    To rust unburnished, not to shine in use,

    As though to breathe were life!
    In the end, Ulysses resolves to continue wandering and adventuring – to strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield. So too, perhaps the Israelites spent 38 years, dull and rusted in the desert sands, simply waiting to get out.

    But even a period that is boring and empty at the time may look very different in hindsight. These 38 years, glossed over in real time, are imagined by later texts in glowing terms. Jeremiah 2:2 recalls these desert days in this way:

    I accounted to your favor the devotion of your youth, your love as a bride, how you followed me in the wilderness, in a land not sown.

    This doesn’t sound like the complaint-filled stories we know from this section of the Torah. Rather, it sounds like a reminiscence of years spent quietly walking together, the people following God through the wilderness, filled with trust and love. Perhaps the Torah draws the curtain on those years because they were too personal, too intimate to share.

    While the Torah doesn’t narrate any incident or prophecies from these years, later in the Book of Numbers it lists the places where the Israelites traveled. And Rashi cites a Midrash in which that list also becomes a nostalgic reminiscence:

    This can be compared to a king whose son was sick, and he took him to a distant place to heal him. On the way back, his father listed the travels: here we slept, here we bathed, here your head hurt.

    Some of my children’s most vivid memories, the stories they love to tell and retell, are about the times they suffered minor injuries or illnesses. Of course, it was stressful and probably tearful at the time. But after everything turned out all right it made a great story. And there is a special intimacy in those moments, remembering how your parent tried to distract you during your stitches or slept next to you while you coughed at night. Long after the memory of the pain fades, the memory of the closeness and love remains.

    This Midrash casts the journey of the Israelites in the desert as a healing journey. And indeed, when they come out on the other end, they are stronger as a nation. They are ready to face the enemies about to attack them and emerge triumphant. And they are ready to merit the blessings that will soon come from the prophet Bilaam.

    Sometimes during the down times in our lives, when nothing exciting seems to be happening, we are actually doing the most important work—strengthening our relationships, growing and healing. And sometimes the meaning we give events as they happen is not the only true meaning; we may see it all more clearly in hindsight.

  8. Wendy

    From My Jewish Learning

    The Waters of Lustration: Tears and Tzedakah
    Jewish sources suggest tears and tzedakah [charity] as two modern replacements for the Red Heifer.


    The Torah portion this week, Chukat, begins with an instruction that even the sages of Israel found cryptic beyond understanding. A person made “unclean” through contact with a corpse is to be sprinkled with “water of lustration” made from the ashes of a sacrificed “red cow without blemish.” The ritual is elaborated for five full verses and described as “a law for all time.”

    In the medieval Midrash Tanhuma, Rabban Yochanan Ben Zakkai is described explaining the “water of lustration” to a non-Jew as a ritual of exorcism, but to his own disciples he declares: “. . . the corpse does not defile, nor does the water cleanse. The truth is that the rite of the Red Heifer is [simply] a decree of the King who is King of Kings. . . [and] you are not permitted to transgress . . .” (translation by Bialik and Ravnitzky in Sefer Ha-Aggadah).

    This biblical sense of defilement contained in these verses–the state of tum’ah, often translated as impurity, that is temporarily fostered by sex, childbirth, death and other natural bodily functions–is often seen as offensive and misogynistic by modern people.

    Nineteenth century Rabbi Samson Raphael Hirsch, however, noted an etymological relationship between tum’ah and timtum, “confusion”–a connection which suggests that the intensity of physical experience, rather than its innate yuckiness, is what renders a person “impure” by virtue of his or her being emotionally overwhelmed.

    According to Rabbi Joseph Grunblatt of Touro College, the Talmud ic sages described the nature of tum’ah as “she-metamtem es halev–it blocks . . . it petrifies the heart.” Reflecting on the birthing experience, Phyllis O. Berman, director of the summer program at Elat Chayyim, writes that tum’ah comes “when the focus is narrow and we can see only that immediate thing that’s right at hand for us.”

    These interpretations of tum’ah as a function of consciousness can be used to establish contemporary meaning for the opening verses of Hukkat. Ever since the mass slaughter of World War II and the grotesque genocide of the Holocaust, we have all lived surrounded by corpses: growing up with the threat of nuclear annihilation and ecocide; witnessing cruel, genocidal warfare in Cambodia, Rwanda, Bosnia, Somalia, Kosovo, Vietnam, Chechnya, East Timor, Angola; inuring ourselves to the starvation and mortality-by-diarrhea that wrack the underdeveloped world; suffering senseless violence on our own streets and playgrounds; numbing ourselves with a steady stream of “entertainment” killings on television and movie screens.

    Steadily, our sense of humanity has been overwhelmed; our perception of human beings as made b’tselem elohim (in God’s image) instead of as corpses has been confused; our hearts have become “petrified.”

    How can we be made “pure” rather than suffer being permanently “cut off from Israel” (Numbers 19:13)? What might we use instead of the arcane and obscure Red Heifer to create a cleansing “water of lustration?” Jewish sources suggest two possible ingredients: tears and tzedakah (charity).

    In this week’s parasha, both Miriam and Aaron die and are buried. In Miriam’s case, mourning is usurped by a sudden lack of water in the wilderness community of the Israelites–as though the stemming of tears and the stemming of blessing were interconnected. In Aaron’s case, “All the house of Israel bewailed Aaron thirty days” (Numbers 20:29). Once again, tears become the well waters of the human soul and the currency of our relationship with God: “When we shed tears for a virtuous human being,” says the Talmud (in Tractate Shabbat 105b), “the Holy One counts them and lays them up in [God’s] treasury.”

    By Jewish standards, however, every human death is equivalent to the loss of an entire universe. Perhaps, then, were we capable of weeping for every one of the senselessly slaughtered of our world, we could, as the Midrash expresses it, “cool hell with our tears.”

    Yet tears alone do not bring cleansing from our contact with death. Our “water of lustration” must also contain the ashes of the Red Heifer, the ashes of sacrifice: tzedakah . Over and over, the Jewish tradition describes the centrality of tzedakah in Judaism’s cosmology, including that it “saves from death” (Proverbs 10:2 and Bava Batra 10a).

    The rabbis took this quite literally, recounting, in a Talmudic catalogue of “synchronicity” events, how deeds of tzedakah saved one or another of their comrades from drowning, from snakebite, from mortal injury. Less literally but no less significantly, tzedakah is the spiritual love potion of Judaism–awakening our souls to the humanity of others, to the binding ties of community, and to the reality of our renewable partnership with Creation.

    Combined, tears and tzedakah create a cleansing “water of lustration.” It is dashed on us each time we give tzedakah, as the tradition bids us, to mark the death or yahrzeit (the anniversary of a death) of someone we mourn or honor, and in connection with those holidays on which Yizkor (the memorial prayer which mentions giving tzedakah) is recited. It is also dashed on us when we prepare to enter each Shabbat, as we fill our tzedakah boxes, sometimes weep over the candle flames, and gain our neshamah yeterah, our “extra Shabbat soul,” in a process of cleansing and rebirth.

    The following article is reprinted with permission from

  9. Wendy

    From Rabbi David Kasher

    EIGHTEEN ANSWERS – Parshat Chukat
    It’s a big week in parshanut.

    Now of course, the whole enterprise of parshanut – Torah commentary – is founded on asking questions about the Biblical text. But there are certain questions that are legendary in the genre – questions that have plagued scholars for centuries. This week we run into one of the classics:

    “What did Moses do that was so wrong?”

    The story goes like this: The people are – once again – complaining. They are hungry, and thirsty, and wishing they’d never left Egypt. In fact, they actually say they wish they’d rather have died back there.

    So Moses and Aaron nervously take the matter to God, Who instructs them to raise their staff to convene the people, and then order a rock to produce water, which – God says – it will then miraculously do.

    But when everyone had gathered together, Moses suddenly loses his temper and says, “Listen you rebels, shall we get water for you from this rock?!” and then strikes the rock with the staff, twice. And it works! Water starts flowing out of the rock, enough for all the people and their animals to drink.

    But there seems to be a big problem. Because now God is angry, and proceeds to deliver Moses and Aaron a devastating punishment:

    Because you did not believe in Me enough to sanctify Me in the eyes of the Children of Israel, therefore you shall not bring this congregation into the land that I have given them. (Numbers 20:12)

    יַעַן לֹא-הֶאֱמַנְתֶּם בִּי, לְהַקְדִּישֵׁנִי לְעֵינֵי בְּנֵי יִשְׂרָאֵל–לָכֵן, לֹא תָבִיאוּ אֶת-הַקָּהָל הַזֶּה, אֶל-הָאָרֶץ, אֲשֶׁר-נָתַתִּי לָהֶם.

    That’s right. Moses – God’s trusted servant, the greatest prophet who ever lived, the hero of the Torah, who led the people out of Egypt and watched over them for forty years in the desert, defending them tirelessly as they gave him nothing but grief – is now denied entry into the promised land. He will take the people all the way there, but never make it in himself. Instead, he will die on the border, and get left behind, all alone.

    It seems so unfair. So cruel. So wildly out of proportion with what Moses did.

    But then, that’s the question. What did Moses do, exactly? How did he not “sanctify” God?

    What in the world is going on here?

    That is the question. And out of it springs a whole universe of parshanut. Now, most weeks, I bring you a selection of some of the major answers to whatever question we are looking at, and then focus in on one or two particularly rich commentaries. But this week, I want to do something different. Because I want you see what can happen when the commentators come upon a real doozy of a question. I want you to get a sense of just how vast the catalog of attempts to reckon with one problem in the Torah can be.

    So, without further ado, let’s take a look at – as the saying goes – “how much ink has been spilled” trying to solve this problem. Here then, is a brief history – chronologically arranged – of (just some of) the answers to the question, “What did Moses do to deserve it?”

    1. Rashi (France, 1040-1105) – We always start with Rashi, the Father of the Commentators. And his answer is simply that Moses hit the rock instead of speaking to it as God had commanded. So he disobeyed the order.

    2. Ibn Ezra (Spain, 1089-1167) – The problem wasn’t the striking of the rock per se, but the fact that Moses hit it twice. The first time he hit it out of anger, so it did not produce water. So then he had to hit it again to fulfill God’s wishes, and at that point it worked. But that repetition made it look like God was less powerful, and could not produce the water in one try.

    3. Maimonides (Spain 1135 – Egypt 1204) – The problem was not with the rock and the water at all, but in the fact that Moses lost his temper. That was a sin in and of itself, but especially so when he was acting as God’s representative, because he made God look angry and unmerciful.

    4. Nachmanides (Spain, 1194-1270) – Borrowing from the 10th-century Rabeinu Chananel, he says that Moses made the mistake of saying “Shall we get water for you from this rock,” instead of “Shall God get water for you,” making it look like he was actually performing the miracle instead of God.

    5. Bechor Shor (France, 12th-century) – Moses just didn’t explain properly to the people what was happening.

    6. Rabbeinu Bachya (Spain, 1255-1340) – Earlier (in Exodus 17), they had produced water from a rock by hitting it once. Now, by hitting it twice, Moses made it look like God’s power had weakened since those days.

    7. Rabbi Joseph Albo (Spain, 1380-1444) – Moses should have believed enough in God that he didn’t even have to ask, but simply called out for a miracle himself, and known that God would deliver.

    8. Don Isaac Abravanel (Portugal, 1437-1508) – They aren’t actually being punished for this, but for previous sins (Moses for sending the spies, Aaron for making the golden calf). But God uses this event as a pretext to finally address those crimes without having to shame Moses and Aaron by bringing up the past.

    9. Seforno (Italy, 1475-1550) – Moses and Aaron deliberately lessened the miracle from something totally supernatural (speech producing water) to something that seemed semi-natural (somehow they were able to strike the rock in such a way that it released water), because they didn’t think the people were worthy of a full-blown miracle.

    10. Maharal (Prague, 1520-1609) – The fact that they displayed anger simply showed that they lacked faith. If they had faith, they would have performed the miracle with joy.

    11. Or HaChaim (Morocco, 1696-1743) – When they said “Shall we get water for you from this rock,” they made it sound like water could only come from that particular rock, as if it were a magic rock, instead of making it clear that God could produce water from any rock.

    12. HaKetav V’HaKabbalah (Germany, 1785-1865) – Their job was to teach the people theology. They should have explained carefully the nature of God’s power to create something from nothing, instead of just performing the act itself.

    13. Kedushat Levi (Poland, 1740-1809) – In calling the people “rebels,” Moses humiliated them, and in doing so, missed the opportunity to bring them into a higher spiritual consciousness, a greater awareness of the kindness of God.

    14. Samson Raphael Hirsch (Germany, 1808-1888) – When Moses heard God ask him to take his staff and raise it up, he assumed that he needed the staff as proof of his credibility (as he did 40 years before when he first led the people out of Egypt) and he was hurt because he assumed the people still did not trust him. So instead of just raising the staff, he bitterly smashed it against the rock.

    15. HaEmek Davar (Lithuania, 1816-1893) – They should have led the people in prayer before they performed the miracle, to show that God was answering their prayers.

    16. Meshech Chochmah (Latvia, 1843-1926) – Because Moses made it appear that he had performed the miracle himself, God was worried that the people would come to worship Moses in the land of Israel as a deity.

    17. Sefat Emet (Poland,1847-1905) – This was not a punishment at all, but a proof that the people were unable to deal with Moses’ harsher style of leadership. Because Moses saw the divine vision clearly, he felt no need to explain it to people, to “speak” things out to them as he was supposed to speak to the rock. His hitting the rock instead represented his more rigid kind of leadership, which God now realized the people would not be able to handle in the land of Israel.

    18. ParshaNut (United States, 1976 – present) To all of these answers, perhaps we can add one of our own. Maybe the sin had nothing to do with the incident at the rock at all. Maybe God was upset that when the people complained, Moses and Aaron had immediately come to God looking for a quick solution. Instead, they should have taken the opportunity to assure the people that God would take care of them somehow, as God had all these years. They should have encouraged faith, and thus “sanctified” God in the eyes of the people. Instead they went begging for a miracle.

    Eighteen is a good Jewish number, so we’ll stop here, though we could surely go on and on.

    So how do we choose among them? Which is the right answer?

    Well, maybe one of the above answers seems better to you than all the others. Or maybe you can come up with a different solution to the problem. But there is a more important point here about how we read parshanut. Whenever we are confronted with a case like this in the Torah, which seems to have prompted every commentator in history to come up with a new answer to an old question, one thing is clear: The question is better than the answers.

    And in this case, the underlying question is one of the most difficult theological problems of all: Why do the righteous suffer?

    Why do good people receive greater punishment than they seem to deserve? Why does God seem so merciless? Why is there no order to the world of pain and pleasure, reward and punishment?

    Why is Moses left outside to die?

    There are a million answers. But really, there are no good answers.

    I like to think, however, that somehow Moses is comforted by all of our efforts to make sense of his death. Wherever he lies, perhaps the words of all the commentaries throughout the centuries have reached him, and wrapped around him, holding him like a shroud of woven letters.

    I hope he knows that we have never forgotten him, and that we are still trying to figure this all out.

  10. Wendy

    From Rabbi David Kasher

    What causes a renaissance? Why do certain periods in history seem to be erupting with cultural productivity, while others are relatively quiet? Where does a golden age begin?

    In Chapter 21 of the Book of Numbers, after forty years of desert wandering, we suddenly detect the stirrings of a cultural awakening. We are only given snippets, just the slightest clues of what might be going on, and none of them are easy to decipher. Yet we can identify, in this one chapter, the birth of at least three distinct forms of literary expression.


    First, there is a new book. The Torah has referred to itself as a ‘book,’ of course, already in its fifth chapter (“This is the book of the generations of humanity..”, Gen 5:1) But this appears to be something else. After mentioning that the Israelites’ passage through a region called the ‘Arnon’ took them between the territories of two of their enemies, the Torah states:

    That is why the Book of the Wars of the Lord speaks of, “Waheb in Suphah, and the wadis of the Arnon.” (Numbers 21:14)

    עַל־כֵּן֙ יֵֽאָמַ֔ר בְּסֵ֖פֶר מִלְחֲמֹ֣ת ה אֶת־וָהֵ֣ב בְּסוּפָ֔ה וְאֶת־הַנְּחָלִ֖ים אַרְנֽוֹן

    What is this Book of the Wars of the Lord? No one really knows, but the Ibn Ezra tells us that it was a book “distinct from the Torah.” Nachmanides imagines it belonging to a particular genre of writing, characteristic of the time:

    In those generations, wise men would write stories of the great battles.

    שהיו בדורות ההם אנשים חכמים כותבים סיפור המלחמות הגדולות

    So we presume that the book is some record of military history. Its exact purpose is unknown, and we only hear a fragment of its content (which the commentators struggle mightily to make some sense of). But one way or another, we see that books are being produced. Writing is now not only the province of Moses, and not only used to record the word of God. The people have taken up the quill and begun to document their lives.


    The second medium we hear about in this chapter is song. In language that rings quite familiar, we read a few lines further down:

    Then Israel sang this song… (Numbers 21:17)

    אָ֚ז יָשִׁ֣יר יִשְׂרָאֵ֔ל אֶת־הַשִּׁירָ֖ה הַזֹּ֑את

    This wording is clearly meant to evoke the beginning of the great Song at the Sea, back in Exodus:

    Then Moses and the Children of Israel sang this song to the Lord…(Exodus 15:1)

    אָ֣ז יָשִֽׁיר־מֹשֶׁה֩ וּבְנֵ֨י יִשְׂרָאֵ֜ל אֶת־הַשִּׁירָ֤ה הַזֹּאת֙ לַֽה

    But whereas that song was lead by Moses, the one in our chapter is sung by Israel alone – and they are no longer “children.” And whereas that song was a lofty tribute “to the Lord,” the topic of this latter song is far more prosaic:

    Spring up, O well – sing to it. עֲלִ֥י בְאֵ֖ר עֱנוּ־לָֽהּ

    The well that the princes dug. בְּאֵ֞ר חֲפָר֣וּהָ שָׂרִ֗ים

    Which the noblemen of the people began כָּר֙וּהָ֙ נְדִיבֵ֣י הָעָ֔ם

    With their scepters and their staffs. (Numbers 21:17-18) בִּמְחֹקֵ֖ק בְּמִשְׁעֲנֹתָ֑ם

    A simple song about a well – the tale of how it was first dug, and a call for it to give water again. The basic concerns of everyday life, recorded in what appears to be a folk song. As the French medieval commentator, the Bechor Shor describes the very practical message of this song as follows:

    Israel sang the song… – Out of happiness that they had been taken from death to life, for they had feared they would die of thirst, they and their cattle.

    ישיר ישראל. מחמת שמחה כי נהפכו ממות לחיים כי היו יראים למות בצמא הם ומקניהם.

    Nothing too surprising about the themes here: thirst in the desert; the struggle to survive; a careful accounting of people, and even livestock. What is surprising is that the people are beginning to compose poems and songs to chronicle their life experiences, and even, perhaps, to entertain themselves along the way. Music, like writing, is no longer confined to the realm of the sacred, nor solely composed by the priests and prophets. We are beginning to hear the voice of the people in song.


    The third genre of communication named in this section is more difficult to categorize precisely. It is called, in Hebrew, the mashal (משל). We read towards the end of the chapter that:

    The composers of mashal would recite: עַל־כֵּ֛ן יֹאמְר֥וּ הַמֹּשְׁלִ֖ים

    Come to Heshbon, firmly built בֹּ֣אוּ חֶשְׁבּ֑וֹן תִּבָּנֶ֥ה

    And well-founded is Sihon’s city. וְתִכּוֹנֵ֖ן עִ֥יר סִיחֽוֹן

    For fire went forth from Heshbon, כִּי־אֵשׁ֙ יָֽצְאָ֣ה מֵֽחֶשְׁבּ֔וֹן

    Flame from Sihon’s city… (Numbers 21:27-28) לֶהָבָ֖ה מִקִּרְיַ֣ת סִיחֹ֑ן

    Like the book, the mashal will take written record of Israel’s history, including – in this case – its epic battles and conquests. Like the song, it will use the techniques of verse and rhyme. But the mashal is a unique form of expression, meant to convey more profundity than prose, and more wisdom than poetry. We often translate mashal as “proverb” – and indeed this is the word that titles King Solomon’s book of wisdom sayings: ‘Mishlei.’ But mashal can also mean, “parable,” “metaphor,” or “example.” It calls upon our capacity for abstract thinking and inference. It uses nuance and symbolism to make its points. It is famous for ethical instruction and existential reflection. The composers of mashal are not only recording their lives; they are processing, analyzing, and drawing lessons from their experiences. The mashal, in other words, is the beginning of philosophy.

    So: History; Poetry; Philosophy. Or: Writing; Singing; Thinking. Or: Literature; Art; Theory. However we might categorize these new forms of expression, it is clear that something is bubbling up in this civilization. Wellsprings of thought and feeling are finding new outlets, through voices and words, among the people of Israel. In Exodus we saw the birth of a nation. Now, in Numbers, we are seeing the birth of a culture.

    What is causing this sudden vitality? What has called forth the creative energies of a people who have so far just been surviving?

    Who knows? Perhaps it is the recent deaths of Miriam and Aaron, and the aging of Moses. These giants of spirit have long served as the mouthpieces for a people who did not yet know how to speak. Now that they are passing on, they will leave behind them a great void of silence that beckons new voices to fill it. The next generation of leaders must arise.

    Perhaps it is the flurry of war that is summoning a response. It seems no coincidence that the three new forms of “media” of Chapter 21 emerge in the midst of three major battles that frame the chapter. History shows that times of great conflict and violence are often accompanied by rich artistic productivity. Whether in protest, critique, or just the distraction of entertainment, art is often the release valve for the pressures of war.

    Or perhaps it is simply that this is the fortieth and final year of the desert journey. One generation has almost died out, and a new one is emerging. The people are preparing to close one chapter of their history and cross over the Jordan to begin the next chapter. That epoch will be recorded in the majestic books of the Prophets. And then the kings of Israel will rise and fall, and along the way, their reigns, too, will give birth to new literary forms – the later writings of the Hebrew Bible: Psalms, Megilot, Chronicles. Then, one day, that society will fall and be replaced by the culture of the rabbis – with their own masterpieces of literature, the Talmuds and Midrashim. And after them, the medieval rabbis, with their codes, and responsa, and great tomes of philosophy. And then the poetry and mysticism of the next generations. And then the polemics and commentaries of the ones after that. And then the scientists, the novelists, and the political agitators of the modern period. The screenwriters and comedians of our own generation. And on and on. The genius of Judaism continues, and changes form. In every generation, this culture is both extended and reborn.

    And maybe, just maybe, the earliest roots of this grand tradition first took hold in Parshat Chukat, in Chapter 21 of the Book of Numbers.

  11. Wendy

    From Brian Yosef Schacter-Brooks

    The Mystery of Music- Parshat Hukat

    V’yik’khu eilekha fara aduma t’mimah-
    And they should take to you a cow that is red, completely…

    In Parshat Hukat, it says, Zot hukat haTorah- This is the hok- the decree of the Torah- v’yik’khu eilekha fara aduma t’mimah- and they should take to you a cow that is red, completely.

    The red cow is then burned up, and the ashes are mixed with water to make a special potion for purifying anyone who touches a corpse. The premise behind this is that if you touch a corpse, you become tamei, which means ritually unfit or impure, so that you wouldn’t be able to engage in certain rituals without first doing a purification process. So what’s this all about?

    The Hassidic master, Rabbi Mordechai Yosef, known as The Ishbitzer, taught that “death” represents the past, because the past is over already; it’s dead. The tuma, teaches the Ishbitzer, is really anger or resentment about something from the past. That’s because feelings of negativity and judgment about something that’s already happened keep you stuck- you’re holding on to something that you really need to let go of- and that’s the tuma- the spiritual “contamination” so to speak.

    Now the red cow is itself the very embodiment of death. Why? Because it’s a living creature that’s completely burned up. It’s also completely red, the color of the blood that bleeds out of a slaughtered animal, as well as the fire that destroys the form of the animal.

    So why does this symbol of death cure someone from the contamination of death? Because the contamination, the tuma, comes from resisting death- from being angry at something in the past- from not letting go. To be cured from your resistance, you have to accept whatever you’re resisting; you have to embrace it. So paradoxically, it’s in embracing the past that you let go of the past, because being stuck means that you were holding on to an idea of how it should have been. Now that you accept what has been, you get soaked with the ashes of the red cow, so to speak, and you can let go of it. Then you’re tahor- purified from that clinging, that holding on, so that you can fully come into the present, into the sacred dimension of simply Being.

    So how do you do that? How do you accept whatever you’re resisting, and let go of it? In other words, what are the “red cow ashes” we can use today?

    There’s a Hebrew cipher known as Atbash in which you connect every Hebrew letter with another Hebrew letter, so that the first letter, alef, gets connected with the last letter, tav. The second letter, bet, gets connected with the second to last letter, shin, and so on. In this way, you can substitute letters in words to come up with new words. According to kabbalah, words that are connected through Atbash have a connection in meaning as well.

    Now the word for being spiritually whole and pure is tahor. Through atbash we can substitute a nun for the tet, making nahor. Rearrange the letters, and you have rinah- song. And that’s exactly the power of song and music in general- to transform negativity and resistance not necessarily by turning away from it, but by turning into it.

    Why? Because music makes it feel good to feel bad- hence the blues, as well as a lot of mournful Jewish liturgy, the krekh of the clarinet in Klezmer music, and a thousand other examples.

    That’s the miracle of music- it makes it feel good to feel bad- it transforms negativity without negating it, allowing you to accept and even embrace whatever it is you’re resisting. And out of that letting go grows the realization that there’s only One Reality- there’s not me, on one hand, and that thing I’m judging, on the other, there’s just What Is- there’s just Hashem- Reality, Being, God. As Rebbe Nachman said, “The most direct means for attaching yourself to God is through music and song. Even if you can’t sing well, sing. Sing to yourself. Sing in the privacy of your home, but sing.”

    But why? How does music work anyway? That’s the great hok, the great mystery of music itself, and its power to bring us deeply into the depths of our present experience and open us to the wholeness that we are.

    So on this Shabbat Hukat- the Sabbath of the Mystery- I bless you to use your voice in prayer and song. “Even if you can’t sing well, sing. Sing to yourself. Sing in the privacy of your home, but sing.”

    Good Shabbos!

  12. Wendy

    From Rabbi Laura Duhan Kaplan

    Wars of the Lord

    There it is, slipped so casually into the Biblical narrative: Thus it was said in the Book of the Wars of the Lord (Numbers 21:14). Aren’t you curious about that famous book, and why you’ve never read it?

    So were our classical commentators. Yonatan Ben Uzziel, (Babylonia, c. 3rd century) decided: it’s another name for the Torah. Rabbi Abraham Ibn Ezra (Spain, 11th century) decided: It’s a freestanding book, dating from the days of Abraham, but lost to us moderns. Rashi (France 11th century) said: It’s an idiomatic expression referring to stories of God’s miracles.

    I’m curious about that famous book, too. And not just because obscure Biblical references are fun puzzles. But because Wars of the Lord is a topic of great contemporary interest. People of many different religious traditions claim to be fighting them, right now. Their more peaceful co-religionists denounce their militarist spirit, and secularists run from the horrors of religion altogether. Who is right? And can the Book of the Wars of the Lord help us decide?

    Diverse views of religious war existed in Biblical times, too. The prophet Samuel thought marching under the banner of God is a good national project. Samuel would not support a king who disagreed. The book of Deuteronomy also affirms such a project — as long as ethical rules of warfare are followed. The book of Judges, however, describes multiple tragedies caused by religious fervor in war.

    The book of Numbers points us towards a fourth perspective, I think. When it speaks of Wars of the Lord, it does not refer to acts of human armies. Instead, it hints at wars that God conducts in the heavenly realm. Think about it – it’s perfectly consistent with the narrative of Numbers.

    All the books of the Torah recount miracles, but Numbers stands out for its use of magical realism. Just before Wars of the Lord, we read about an irrational ritual for healing grief; water flowing from a rock at God’s word; and a copper snake neutralizing snake venom. Shortly after Wars, the Israelites defeat the giant King Og and the semi-divine King Sichon, descendent of the Nephilim. No human army could have subdued these mythical monsters. Israelite victories reflect Wars of the Lord, waged in a heavenly realm.

    According to visions of the Prophet Zechariah, Wars of the Lord belong only in the heavenly realm. Our human role is to support God by building a just society on earth. Zechariah’s first night vision features horses reporting that the world is at peace. But the report upsets Zechariah’s angelic companion, who cries out to God to set the world aright by waging war. Three more visions reveal the role assigned to humans in God’s campaign. We must de-politicize religion, stop cheating our most vulnerable social classes, and get serious about banishing evil from our land. Only then will God deploy the heavenly horse-drawn chariots in battle — a battle that will not advantage one nation over another, but bring all to the same fate.

    Maybe these heavenly wars actually happen – and maybe they don’t. All metaphysical theories about the true reality that drives our world are speculations. But, for sure, important traditions in our Torah tell us NOT to solve problems by marching to war under God’s banner. Instead, they teach, we should focus our efforts on justice, for that is the role assigned to human soldiers in God’s cosmic battle for this good planet earth.

  13. Wendy

    Rabbi Jonathan Sacks

    Healing the Trauma of Loss (Chukat 5776)

    It took me two years to recover from the death of my father, of blessed memory. To this day, almost twenty years later, I am not sure why. He did not die suddenly or young. He was well into his eighties. In his last years he had to undergo five operations, each of which sapped his strength a little more. Besides which, as a rabbi, I had to officiate at funerals and comfort the bereaved. I knew what grief looked like.

    The rabbis were critical of one who mourns too much too long.[1] They said that God himself says of such a person, “Are you more compassionate than I am?” Maimonides rules, “A person should not become excessively broken-hearted because of a person’s death, as it says, ‘Do not weep for the dead nor bemoan him’ (Jer. 22:10). This means, ‘Do not weep excessively.’ For death is the way of the world, and one who grieves excessively at the way of the world is a fool.”[2] With rare exceptions, the outer limit of grief in Jewish law is a year, not more.

    Yet knowing these things did not help. We are not always masters of our emotions. Nor does comforting others prepare you for your own experience of loss. Jewish law regulates outward conduct not inward feeling, and when it speaks of feelings, like the commands to love and not to hate, halakhah generally translates this into behavioural terms, assuming, in the language of the Sefer ha-Hinnukh, that “the heart follows the deed.”[3]

    I felt an existential black hole, an emptiness at the core of being. It deadened my sensations, leaving me unable to sleep or focus, as if life was happening at a great distance and as if I were a spectator watching a film out of focus with the sound turned off. The mood eventually passed but while it lasted I made some of the worst mistakes of my life.

    I mention these things because they are the connecting thread of parshat Chukat. The most striking episode is the moment when the people complain about the lack of water. Moses does something wrong, and though God sends water from a rock, he also sentences Moses to an almost unbearable punishment: “Because you did not have sufficient faith in Me to sanctify Me before the Israelites, therefore you shall not bring this assembly into the land I have given you.”

    The commentators debate exactly what he did wrong. Was it that he lost his temper with the people (“Listen now, you rebels”)? That he hit the rock instead of speaking to it? That he made it seem as if it was not God but he and Aaron who were responsible for the water (“Shall we bring water out of this rock for you?”)?

    What is more puzzling still is why he lost control at that moment. He had faced the same problem before, but he had never lost his temper before. In Exodus 15 the Israelites at Marah complained that the water was undrinkable because it was bitter. In Exodus 17 at Massa-and-Meriva they complained that there was no water. God then told Moses to take his staff and hit the rock, and water flowed from it. So when in our parsha God tells Moses, “Take the staff … and speak to the rock,” it was surely a forgivable mistake to assume that God meant him also to hit it. That is what he had said last time. Moses was following precedent. And if God did not mean him to hit the rock, why did he command him to take his staff?

    What is even harder to understand is the order of events. God had already told Moses exactly what to do. Gather the people. Speak to the rock, and water will flow. This was before Moses made his ill-tempered speech, beginning,“Listen, now you rebels.” It is understandable if you lose your composure when you are faced with a problem that seems insoluble. This had happened to Moses earlier when the people complained about the lack of meat. But it makes no sense at all to do so when God has already told you, “Speak to the rock … It will pour forth its water, and you will bring water out of the rock for them, and so you will give the community and their livestock water to drink.” Moses had received the solution. Why then was he so agitated about the problem?

    Only after I lost my father did I understand the passage. What had happened immediately before? The first verse of the chapter states: “The people stopped at Kadesh. There, Miriam died and was buried.” Only then does it state that the people had no water. An ancient tradition explains that the people had hitherto been blessed by a miraculous source of water in the merit of Miriam. When she died, the water ceased.

    However it seems to me that the deeper connection lies not between the death of Miriam and the lack of water but between her death and Moses’ loss of emotional equilibrium. Miriam was his elder sister. She had watched over his fate when, as a baby, he had been placed in a basket and floated down the Nile. She had had the courage and enterprise to speak to Pharaoh’s daughter and suggest that he be nursed by a Hebrew, thus reuniting Moses and his mother and ensuring that he grew up knowing who he was and to which people he belonged. He owed his sense of identity to her. Without Miriam, he could never have become the human face of God to the Israelites, law-giver, liberator and prophet. Losing her, he not only lost his sister. He lost the human foundation of his life.

    Bereaved, you lose control of your emotions. You find yourself angry when the situation calls for calm. You hit when you should speak, and you speak when you should be silent. Even when God has told you what to do, you are only half-listening. You hear the words but they do not fully enter your mind. Maimonides asks the question, how was it that Jacob, a prophet, did not know that his son Joseph was still alive. He answers, because he was in a state of grief, and the Shekhinah does not enter us when we are in a state of grief.[4] Moses at the rock was not so much a prophet as a man who had just lost his sister. He was inconsolable and not in control. He was the greatest of the prophets. But he was also human, rarely more so than here.

    Our parsha is about mortality. That is the point. God is eternal, we are ephemeral. As we say in the Unetaneh tokef prayer on Rosh Hashana and Yom Kippur, we are “a fragment of pottery, a blade of grass, a flower that fades, a shadow, a cloud, a breath of wind.” We are dust and to dust we return, but God is life forever.

    At one level, Moses-at-the-rock is a story about sin and punishment: “Because you did not have sufficient faith in me to sanctify Me … therefore you shall not bring this assembly into the land I have given you.” We may not be sure what the sin exactly was, or why it merited so severe a punishment, but at least we know the ball-park, the territory to which the story belongs.

    Nonetheless it seems to me that – here as in so many other places in the Torah – there is a story beneath the story, and it is a different one altogether. Chukat is about death, loss and bereavement. Miriam dies. Aaron and Moses are told they will not live to enter the Promised Land. Aaron dies, and the people mourn for him for thirty days. Together they constituted the greatest leadership team the Jewish people has ever known, Moses the supreme prophet, Aaron the first High Priest, and Miriam perhaps the greatest of them all.[5] What the parsha is telling us is that for each of us there is a Jordan we will not cross, a promised land we will not enter. “It is not for you to complete the task.” Even the greatest are mortal.

    That is why the parsha begins with the ritual of the Red Heifer, whose ashes, mixed with the ash of cedar wood, hyssop and scarlet wool and dissolved in “living water,” are sprinkled over one who has been in contact with the dead so that they may enter the Sanctuary.

    This is one of the most fundamental principles of Judaism. Death defiles. For most religions throughout history, life-after-death has proved more real than life itself. That is where the gods live, thought the Egyptians. That is where our ancestors are alive, believed the Greeks and Romans and many primitive tribes. That is where you find justice, thought many Christians. That is where you find paradise, thought many Muslims.

    Life after death and the resurrection of the dead are fundamental, non-negotiable principles of Jewish faith, but Tanakh is conspicuously quiet about them. It is focused on finding God in this life, on this planet, notwithstanding our mortality. “The dead do not praise God,” says the Psalm. God is to be found in life itself with all its hazards and dangers, bereavements and grief. We may be no more than “dust and ashes”, as Abraham said, but life itself is a never-ending stream, “living water”, and it is this that the rite of the Red Heifer symbolises.

    With great subtlety the Torah mixes law and narrative together – the law before the narrative because God provides the cure before the disease. Miriam dies. Moses and Aaron are overwhelmed with grief. Moses, for a moment, loses control, and he and Aaron are reminded that they too are mortal and will die before entering the land. Yet this is, as Maimonides said, “the way of the world”. We are embodied souls. We are flesh and blood. We grow old. We lose those we love. Outwardly we struggle to maintain our composure but inwardly we weep. Yet life goes on, and what we began, others will continue.

    Those we loved and lost live on in us, as we will live on in those we love. For love is as strong as death,[6] and the good we do never dies.[7]

    [1] Moed Katan 27b.

    [2] Maimonides, Hilchot Avel 13:11.

    [3] Sefer ha-Hinnuch, command 16.

    [4] Maimonides, Eight Chapters, ch. 7, based on Pesachim 117a.

    [5] There are many midrashim on this theme about Miriam’s faith, courage and foresight.

    [6] Shir ha-Shirim 8:6.

    [7] See Mishlei 10:2, 11:4.

  14. Wendy

    From Rabbi Rachel Barenblat

    The smith speaks

    I had work for a while.
    The women donated mirrors
    and I made the basin for the place
    where God’s presence dwells.

    Since then I’ve tended goats.
    What else is there
    for a coppersmith to do
    in this unsettled wilderness?

    I missed the tasks of forging
    but no one becomes free
    without some sacrifice.
    Still, others grumble.

    They say Moshe dragged us here
    to feed his ego. They bitch
    if Moshe and God really cared
    we would never have left Egypt.

    In response God sent snakes.
    Wailing spread across the camp
    as limbs blackened and puffed up,
    as puncture wounds putrefied.

    The families of the bitten
    begged Moshe to seek God’s help.
    As though they hadn’t slandered him
    to anyone who would listen.

    As though their attributions
    wouldn’t wound him, wouldn’t
    bruise his human heart.
    I don’t know how he set that aside

    but this morning he instructed me
    to go to the men for their bracelets.
    I crafted a curling snake
    as copper-red as tongues of fire.

    Moshe said “mount it on a miracle.”
    A flagpole was the best I could do.
    When the snakebit looked upon it
    their wounds disappeared.

    How did the snake I myself made
    channel healing from the One?
    Remembering now, my hands shake.
    I want to return to my goats.

  15. Wendy

    From AJR/CA

    “Death and Mourning”
    By Rabbi Cheryl Weiner, PhD, BCC, ‘07

    Chukat presents a provocative narrative that illuminates aspects of death, grief and mourning. We discover the roots of some of our rituals: sitting Shivah (for seven days), mourning through Shloshim (for thirty days), and washing our hands after leaving a cemetery. While the import of the ritual of the Red Heifer remains somewhat of a mystery, the power of its legacy remains with us in our rites of spiritual passage from one state of being to another through death, and also in our understanding of sex and birth being linked to mortality.

    When we have been in contact with death, God tells us how to cleanse ourselves with the waters of niddah, which combine mei chayyim (living waters) with the ashes of an unblemished red heifer that has been ritually slaughtered and cremated. After contact with death, we remain unclean for seven days and we are purified through the ritual of washing with the waters of niddah, corresponding to the seven days of Shivah and the ritual of washing our hands upon leaving a cemetery and a house of mourning. (Using flowing water as a purification rite also leads to the mikvah/ ritual bath that is used as a purification method when we move from one state of being to another.)

    We begin with the waters of niddah as the antidote for contact with death. Then, Miriam dies. Then, Aaron dies. And we know that Moses will die as well. The generation that brought the Israelites through the desert is deserting them. However, through God’s Grace, the Israelites are given lessons that teach them how to deal with death.

    Biblical Midrashic stories reiterated through feminist commentary, contrast the deaths of Miriam and Aaron. When Miriam dies, the people become angry and upset. There has been no succession and Miriam’s Well that provided water disappears with her. Clearly, Moses is distraught at her death and the disturbance it has raised. God tells Moses and Aaron to speak to a rock, to access water, and Moses instead hits the rock. God is so angered by this that God informs both that neither will enter the Promised Land. This is huge failure of succession. Thus, when Aaron is about to die, God makes sure that the succession is clarified. Moses deliberately passes the high priesthood from Aaron to his son. When Aaron dies, the Israelites grieve for thirty days, corresponding to Shloshim the ritual second stage of mourning rituals.

    Through this set of ritual and rites of passage, the Torah gives us the foundation for establishing our roadmap through death, loss, and grief. We deeply mourn for seven days, understanding that we are in a period of “tomei” of impurity. We have passed from one stage of life to another and are in a liminal state of separation. It is fascinating that the Hebrew word ‘niddah’ means separation as does ‘kaddesh’, the root of the word sanctification and the prayer for the dead (and the name of the place where Miryam is buried). It is interesting to ponder the nature of those separations. They don’t signify isolation and they don’t imply exclusion. They merely indicate that when people are in the state of mourning, they need to be separated from the normality of their lives.

    Symbolically, one has to separate from death through the waters of niddah, through a ritual that breaks through the pattern of deep grief into mourning. In the period of shloshim, we mourn, but we go about our life, with a new consciousness. Our lives shift. Our relationships change. We are taught to prepare for these shifts, through succession and through knowing where our wells are, both physically and spiritually, lest we allow anger to cloud our judgment of how to behave.

    With our mourning rituals, we can relate back to this enigmatic parashah that discusses death and its aftermath and gives us the mayyim chayim, the living waters, and the mai niddah, the water of separation, and the curious sacrifice of the red heifer. We are given a way to transition from ritual impurity to purity and whatever meaning we attribute to the transformation from one state of being to the other.

  16. Wendy

    From Reb Mimi Feigelson

    Dying a Good Death, and Getting ‘There’ (Parshat Hukkat, Number 19:1-22:1)

    Dedicated to Rami Wernik z”l, cherished Jewish educator

    How do you want to die, and what are you doing to get there?

    In the world of real estate, the message is: “Location, location, location.” Somehow, it also seems an appropriate message when reading so many biblical stories, including (in Parshat Hukkat) that of Miriam’s death. The children of Israel, the whole congregation of Israel, arrive in the Zin desert, “and Miriam dies there and is buried there” (Numbers 20:1). The repetition of the word “there” suggests that the Torah may be speaking not only of a physical “there,” but also an emotional, mental, intellectual and spiritual “there.” The verse hints that the state-of-mind version of “there” may be more about the question of “with whom?” than “where?” as not only “the children of Israel” are mentioned, but specifically “the whole congregation.” Miriam was, it would seem, surrounded and accompanied by the entire people.

    The question of what characterizes a “good death” is as old as death itself. Early rabbinic sources speak of a person’s age at the time of their death, and how long they suffered at the end, as a measure of their righteousness or need for atonement. The Talmud is rich with stories of sages on their death beds and accounts of their parting acts and words.

    The first time I really thought about what constitutes a “good death” — and how important accompaniment is in defining it — was when I heard my teacher, Reb Shlomo Carlebach, ask this question: “Why did Adam eat from the tree of knowledge?” I remember at first rolling my internal eyes when hearing the question, being sure I would hear an answer that would roll off of me as if it had never touched me. Instead, he said something that has never left me, and has guided much of how I walk in the world. He said: “After Eve ate from the tree of knowledge, she started to die. She told Adam that she was afraid to die alone, and Adam said to her: ‘You don’t have to die alone, I will die with you!’ It is for this reason that he too ate from the tree of knowledge, so that they would die together!”

    My eyes tear up and my heart skips a beat every time I think of this answer. I heard a similar story in the name of the Hasidic master Reb Levi Yitzchak of Berdichev, that he told a woman on her death bed (who was afraid to die alone) that he was willing to die with her so she would be able to cross over in peace.

    Who are the people in your life who, if you were to hear that they were afraid to die alone, you would rush to their side — even to imagine dying with them? Who are the people in your life who, if you shared that you were afraid to die alone, would rush to your side — even up to imagining dying with you? And is the fear of dying alone much different than the fear of living alone?

    I’ve always wondered how Adam knew to answer Eve the way he did, where this intuition and wisdom came from. Perhaps he was echoing God, who says, “It is not good for the man to be alone…” (Genesis 2: 18). God doesn’t say it is hard to be alone, there is too much work to do alone, or it is boring to be alone, but that being alone is not good. But how would God what it even means to be “alone” if it weren’t that God was sharing, as it were, from the depths of the Divine heart, the Divine experience of aloneness?

    We learn from the world of rabbinic midrash that God created a world with which to be in relationship; God’s very self knew aloneness, and responded by creating a human companion — and then, a companion for the first human. Adam tapped into Divine wisdom and experience, and understood the profundity of the related fears of living alone and dying alone — and the capacity of human beings to assure that people don’t live or die alone.

    The Zen Roshi, anthropologist, and hospice caregiver Dr. Joan Halifax, in her book Being with Dying, suggests three questions. She asks that we take three minutes — not less, and definitely not more — to describe in as much detail as possible what would be the most horrific death we could imagine for ourselves. She asks for feelings, emotions, location, timing, as rich of a description that we are capable of. Then we are asked to do the same regarding what we could imagine to be the best death we could ask for ourselves — again, in as much detail as possible. She then poses a third question: How are you living to bring yourself to that best death?

    I live much of the time between these questions with which my teachers have challenged me –who would I die with, who in my life would die with me, and how I am leading my life to bring me closer to my “best death”. I have a vision of sitting with my students, and we are laughing together, and all of a sudden one of them notices that I am no longer laughing.

    Returning to Miriam –“And Miriam dies there and is buried there” — Parker Palmer (an educator and activist who focuses on issues of community and spirituality) offers the following that we might read as another response to the question of what “there” is. In a recent interview, he says: “So, showing up with everything I’ve got — my darkness as well as my light — is, I think, part of ultimately dying a good death. Dying with the ability to say, ‘To the best of my ability, I showed up in the world with everything I’ve got.’ ”

    The sages of the Talmud (in Tractate Moed Katan, 28a) tell us that Miriam died “the kiss of death”, the ultimate way of dying in their eyes: It was God that kissed her, and in this kiss inhaled her last breath, and is still holding it. We might say that for Miriam, “there” was about the closest presence of God and human beings. Bringing in Palmer’s perspective, we might imagine that her “there” also included the presence of her own full humanity, embracing her darkness as well as her light.

    I share these questions for contemplation: What is for each of us a good death, and how will we each get “there”?

  17. Wendy

    From Rabbi David Seidenberg

    The Red Heifer Denudata — An Anthropological Exploration
    June 26, 2014
    (This essay is based on material from my book, Kabbalah & Ecology, coming out next fall/winter.)

    Most people think it’s impossible to explain the ritual of the red heifer. But it makes a lot of sense, if we apply some basic anthropology to it.

    Here’s the anthropological problem we need to focus on: Every society that eats meat needs to demonstrate to itself that animal bodies are different from human bodies, in order to explain why we can eat (other) animals and not people.

    You may think that the reasons are obvious, and that the problem is absurd — but the truth is that we only think that because of cultural assumptions we have been brought up to believe. In modern Western civilization, people have mostly denied that animals have souls, rights, or even feelings. However, if you think that animals do suffer, and that they have intrinsic needs that can take precedence over our needs — or if, like the Torah, you think that animals have what we call souls — then eating meat becomes a much more complicated problem, a moral problem.

    If you think animals have moral standing, then you can’t rely on the Cartesian argument that animals are machines without feelings to justify your meat-eating. If you think animals have needs that take precedence over what we want to do to them, then you can’t be fooled by the fact that society hides their suffering behind the industrial “meat production” system, which abuses animals from their birth until their death. If you think that way, you might also think you should be vegetarian.

    But the Torah does accept that animals have moral standing, souls, feelings. (See my article, “Animal Rights in the Jewish Tradition”, at .) Yet the Torah permits eating certain animals. That means Torah, and ancient Hebrew culture, needed to find a different way to distinguish between humans and animals than by ignoring animals’ needs and subjectivities. So, how does Torah make sense of why we can eat animals that are similar to us in so many ways?

    A hint is found in the rabbinic term for the Temple, Beit Hamikdash, literally “the house that makes holiness”. This term reflects the way in which the Temple overcame the tension between the intrinsic value of an animal’s life, and its use-value for us. The sacrificial process harvested, as it were, the intrinsic value of the animal for the sake of God — in other words, for a purpose greater than human needs or desires, something we might term its “holiness-value”. Most specifically, the sacrifice harvested the animal’s soul, its nefesh, which according to Torah is the blood. Otherwise, people were entirely prohibited from using the blood.

    In this way, the Torah taught us to find holiness in animals through sacrifices, while still affirming the intrinsic value and moral worth of animals.

    But it wasn’t just the sacrificial system that accomplished this. The Torah didn’t just apply a certain set of rituals to the animal’s body; it also applied completely different set of rituals to human bodies.

    That is to say, ancient Hebrew culture found holiness in different ways in animal bodies and human bodies. The sacrificial system of the korbanot (animal offerings) that was applied to animals’ bodies found holiness in an animal’s body by dividing up that body into sanctified parts, offered up to God in specific order upon the altar, whether in the Temple or the mishkan (the portable Temple in the desert). The purification system of tum’ah (cultic impurity) and taharah (cultic purity) that was applied to the human body found holiness in the body’s wholeness, which continually needed to be restored to the human body (or reinscribed onto it) through immersion in the waters of the mikveh and through related rituals that were performed whenever one came in contact with the sources of impurity. Those sources of impurity included substances thought of as disrupting the wholeness of the body, like semen and menstrual blood, as well as dead animals not properly slaughtered, and other sources.

    The Temple existed as the ground and center where these two symbolic systems and ritual regimes interacted. At its center was the altar, where the priest or kohen, who was ritually perfect, would sacrifice animals who were ritually perfect. Like everyone entering the Temple, the priest’s body had to be purified in the mikveh. But the perfection of the priest was measured not only in terms of the system of taharah, but also in terms of the sacrificial system — because, unlike everyone else, but exactly like the animals being sacrificed, the priest’s body had to be completely intact, without missing parts (or even being bald, i.e., missing hair).

    This framework can be used to understand the ritual of the red heifer described in Numbers 19, which we read about in this week’s Torah portion, called Chukat.
    That’s because the Temple altar was not the only place or time when these two systems of ritual “rightness” — of sacrifice and purity — overlapped. They also overlapped in the ritual of the red heifer.

    In fact, the secret of the red heifer ritual may be hidden in the need to connect these two systems of the korbanot and taharah. A truly red cow was extremely rare, and its ashes were necessary in order to purify anyone who had come in contact with a grave or a human bone or dead body. The red heifer or cow, in Hebrew, “parah adumah”, had to be wholly red/adumah (i.e., earth-colored), like Adam/human and adamah/soil, and like dam/blood. If a cow even had two hairs that were not red, it could not be used for the ritual. In the red heifer ritual, the redness of blood was externalized, so that the body of the heifer was whole in its color, in ways that reflected both the sacrificial system and the taharah system – combining elements of the taharah system and the korbanot.

    Like the priest who performed a sacrifice, the red heifer was also kept whole, again in ways that reflect both the sacrificial system and the taharah system — whole in its parts but also whole as a unified body. The heifer was slaughtered in a ritual that incorporated other wholly red items: red hyssop, cedar wood, and crimson (perhaps crimson-dyed thread). And then everything used in the ritual, along with the entire heifer, was wholly burnt. Even in the case of the olah offering in the Temple, where a bull was completely burned and none of it was eaten, the animal was still divided up precisely into parts which were placed in specific order on the altar. But the parah adumah had to be burned whole, without being divided.

    After the burning, the ashes from the red heifer were meant to be used to restore the wholeness of the human body in the case of its most extreme breach, which according to the Torah was contact with a human corpse. (Note that a corpse is called “nefesh” — the same word which we translate as soul, and the same word used by the Torah to describe the animal’s blood — “ki nafsho b’damo hu”. (Leviticus 17))

    Both the sacrifice of the heifer and the ritual of purification that used its ashes happened outside the Temple and the camp. The red heifer ritual thus formed the second pole of a circuit, whose opposite pole was the mishkan or Temple altar, where perfect whole humans offered the blood and parts of perfect animals. But the connection to the Temple was clear. Not only were the ashes of the parah adumah necessary for purifying someone who had contacted death before they could go to the Temple, but in the ritual itself, the priest would sprinkle blood from the heifer seven times in the direction of the Temple.

    (The way that the red heifer ritual inverts or turns inside out the rituals of the Temple is also the reason why the person who handles the ashes that are used for purification becomes impure or tam’ei. Think of it in terms of an analogy with multiplying negative numbers: if you multiply two negatives numbers you get a positive number, but if you multiply a positive and a negative, the result is negative. Note also that the severity of the impurity coming from a human body is the reason why kohanim — descendants of the priests — are traditionally not permitted to go into a cemetery, except for the sake of burying their immediate relatives: they have to avoid the tum’ah or impurity that comes from contact with a human corpse.)

    So, in conclusion, the Torah mandated a vast symbolic ritual system for treating human and animal bodies differently from each other. Yet at the same time, the Torah describes the parah adumah ritual, which connects the systems and completes the circle, so that at its heart, the Torah still acknowledges that the bodies and souls of the animals that people eat are not so different from our own.
    The parah adumah is famously given as the paradigmatic example of a Torah law that has no rational explanation. Yet it is rational, if one sees in it a kind of symbolic language. This way of explaining ritual systems is called “structuralism” in anthropology — seeing how meaning is created by the way different symbols interact with each other to create categories that make sense of the world. But it is also a “functionalist” explanation, in that the symbolic systems we are talking about meet a very real and necessary need that wasn’t just internal to the culture, even though it was expressed through culture. It solved a specific, real problem that almost every society has to solve. (The exceptions being societies that are cannibalistic, or societies that mandate strict vegetarianism, neither of hich need to differentiate human from animal bodies.)

    These rituals of taharah and of korbanot explained to people, in a way that was not intellectual but was instead acted out through rituals, how they could see animals as living, feeling beings with moral standing, and yet could kill and eat them. And the altar, at the heart and meeting place of these systems, and the red heifer ritual at society’s edge, where the systems also met, defined, as it were, the body of society, as it existed in relation to the more-than-human world, upon which all societies depend.

  18. Wendy

    From Rabbi Laura Duhan Kaplan

    Waters of Change (5773/2013)

    At the beginning of creation, Torah says, God’s spirit hovers over the water. When Yaakov is overcome with fear of meeting his estranged brother, he crosses the Yabbok stream. On its far bank, he wrestles with a stranger, and receives a new identity. When the Israelites leave Egypt, they cross the Sea of Reeds.

    After popular leaders Miriam and Aharon die, the people confront Moshe, fearing he has deliberately led them to the wilderness to die of thirst. After snakes bite them into awareness, they apologize to Moshe and to God. Torah then reports: They camped along the Zered brook, and on the other side of the Arnon river. From there, to the well. Then Israel sang this song, “Rise up, O well, respond to this song!” (Bamidbar-Numbers 21:12-17)

    Traditional commentators wonder: Why does Torah break to describe their travels – the same travels that are listed elsewhere? Why do they travel along water? What is the significance of the song?

    Or Hachayyim says, For the first time, they travel on their own, no longer led by the Divine cloud that used to rest on the sanctuary while Aharon was alive. Ramban says: The travels are listed specifically to emphasize the water theme. Ba’al Haturim says: From this point on, they travel along water the whole way. Kli Yakar says: This song of gratitude is not led by Moshe; it comes from the Israelites’ own heart.

    Water: The Torah’s symbol of rebirth and new beginnings. At the edge of the water, 40 years of wandering end, and a new independent, healthy, optimistic, grateful nation is born.

    Exactly one year ago, our family found some renewal in a simple household flood.

    Where in your life do you find waters of renewal?

  19. Wendy

    From Rav DovBer Pinson

    Week’s Energy for Parshas Chukas

    Re-Entering Life
    Rav DovBer Pinson
    In this week’s Torah reading, Miriam and Aaron, sister and brother of Moshe, pass on. The Torah then speaks of the Tuma/impurity of death and the ritual purification of the Parah Adumah/ Red Heifer for those who have come in contact with death.
    The Torah reading opens with the words; “Hashem spoke to Moshe… take a perfectly red unblemished heifer… slaughter it… The heifer shall then be burned…Anyone who touches a human corpse shall become impure…(if) he does not purify himself, he has defiled the Temple…Take for that impure person from the ashes of the burnt offering (the red heifer) and it shall be placed in a vessel with spring water…take the hyssop and dip it into the water and sprinkle it on him…”(19:1-18)
    This, in short, is the ritual of purifying a person who has become impure through contact with a corpse. There is a sprinkling with a solution of the red heifer ashes and spring water on specific days, followed by immersion in a ritual pool of water.
    Tahara/ Purity and Tuma /impurity are intrinsically related to the life/death cycle, and are clearly unrelated to personal hygiene or disease. Tuma is connected to all forms of “death” and the mortality of life, both literally and figuratively. Conversely, Tahara is connected to “life,” both literally and figuratively, and immortal forces of life, such as the Temple and spring water.
    Life is movement and possibility. Death is an ‘end’, a state of stagnation.
    In death, at least in the physical realm, there is a stopping, a ceasing of hope, a cessation of movement and possibility. To be impure implies a connection with a ‘hopelessness’ consciousness. Purity, on the other hand, is all that is related with life, fluidity and newness, and all that stems from a place of possibility and hope.
    The Beis HaMikdash/ Temple functioned as a place of Hischadshus/Renewal. It served as a space in which one could recapture a sense of awe in creation and the Creator. To enter the Temple, one had to be ritually pure, vested with life and possibility.
    Every moment in creation is brand new, freshly born, from Ayin/pure potential, no-thing-ness to Yesh/existence.
    Each breath, a new Divine enlivening force enters, and is exhaled into creation.
    The Temple, being the epicenter of all space, is the place in which this renewal spirit is realized. As a demonstration of this reality, the Showbreads never grew stale, the bread in the temple always tasted completely fresh even if baked a week before.(Chagigah 26b). Everything of the Temple was fresh and new.
    The Temple in Jerusalem was built upon the site on which Yaakov/Jacob once slept and dreamed of the ladder and angels. (Bereishis. 28:12-18). When he awoke from this dream, he proclaimed, “Surely Hashem is in this place; and I knew it not.” If Yaakov had been aware of the holiness and purity of the place on which he stood, he would not have been able to sleep. Sleep is a minor form of death, static, stagnant – Yaakov was troubled that he had not tapped into the renewal spirit of the place and was able to go into a space of ‘death.’
    Though the ultimate mystery and paradoxical nature of the Red Heifer is beyond our comprehension (Midrash Rabba, 19:3) the specific symbolism is very pronounced. Ashes and water are mixed and sprinkled. When ashes and water mix it creates a form of soap, a cleansing, but there is something deeper occurring. Water is fluidity and life, pure and renewed.
    Water is the primordial state of creation, when creation exists in the cosmic womb as pure potential. Ashes represent the end of an old and the potential of a new, the dust returns to dust and thus a new cycle of life begins.
    There is Afar/earth and there is Eifar/ dust or ash. (Bereishis, 18:27) Earth represents the Ayin/ no-thing-ness of the Yesh/ existence, as the earth contains the potential of vegetation, yet, Eifer/ash is the deeper Ayin, the Ayin that is relatively beyond Yesh, pure potential. The ritual sprinkling of ash and water reconnects us with the cycle of life and potential of the new.
    With all this symbolism and ritual though, it is imperative that we remember, in the words of our Sages “The corpse does not defile, nor does the water purify, rather it is a Mitzvah of the King of Kings.”
    Ultimately, it is our connection to Hashem, the source of all Reality, of all Life, the One who brings death to the living and brings the dead to life that offers us renewal, hope and thus Tahara, a fresh breath of life.
    The Energy of the Week:
    Re-Entering Life
    To live in this world is to be touched continuously by both life and death.
    All people experience some form of death within their lifetimes, unfortunately it is often tragic and heartbreaking.
    Sometimes it is a symbolic death, an ending.
    In either sense, death can seem a hopeless ending, a place that is cut off from all possibility of growth.
    The energy of the Torah reading this week is the infusion of openness and newness into a place of hopelessness.
    Just as ashes return to the earth and begin a life cycle anew, the ashes of the red heifer mix with the water to create a state of purity and life, allowing those who have been in contact with death to find new breath and life in their future.
    To move forward from a place of Tuma, we must first immerse in water – fully enveloping ourselves in our primordial state, and reconnecting with the unity of Hashem, source of all – both life and death. From this place of oneness we can find our innate breath and source of life and move forward into life and hope.
    This week become aware of how a death, real or symbolic, may be holding you back from life.
    This can even be a holding on to a perception, or a way of being, that can be preventing you from growth and forward movement.
    Be open to newness of ideas, and new ways of approaching the old ideas.
    Come back to your life with an open mind, an open heart and the constant possibility of forward movement.

  20. Wendy

    From Rabbis Arthur Waskow and Phyllis Berman 2001

    Red Cow, Red Blood, Red Dye:
    Staring Death & Life in the Face

    By Rabbi Arthur Waskow and Rabbi Phyllis Berman

    The Torah-portion Hukkat (Num. 19 through 21) calls our attention to what looks at first like paradox.

    Literally “looks,” for the paradoxes appear before the eyes.

    First we are told that in order to restore to the community those who have become tamei by contact with death, a red heifer is slaughtered and burned in red fire with red wood and red dye in a great cloud of red smoke for / before the eyes of the priest (Num. 19: 5).

    What is “tumah?” Not impurity, as it is usually translated, but a spiritual state of laser-beam inward focus (quite different from experiencing holiness in community). Tumah might well result from giving birth, touching death, menstruating, having sex. For people so touched to move back into community, they had to go through one or another ritual. For death-contact, the red cow was the relevant ritual.

    The burning cow becomes a spectacle, literally, of redness for the priest to stare at hard. Look hard at all this red, then quickly shut your eyes: You will see a flash of green, a field of green. Green grass, green growth, green Tree of Life, green Garden.

    If you look intently upon the color of death — and then, but not till then, you release yourself from that gaze by blinking — you will live.

    Then the ashes of the burnt heifer are mixed with water, to sprinkle over anyone who has touched the dead body of any human being. This sprinkling takes away the tumah of that touch, and it must be done before such a person can enter the Temple area – the site of communal holiness.

    But the priest who kills the heifer and the one who burns her body and even the one who gathers up her ashes are all made tamei by the process. They must be ritually released from their narrow focus.

    Gazing on death opens up the spirit from its laser-beam focus on death, but the process of this opening itself narrows the focus of the practitioner. Is this a paradox? Only if we are puzzled by the flow of life/death/ life. Today many physicians and psychotherapists who heal the wounded may themselves take on the woundedness; would that we shaped a ritual to heal these healers!

    Later in the portion (Num. 20: 8), when the people are athirst God tells Moses to speak to a rock so that, for/ before the eyes of the people, it will turn to water. If they stare hard at hardness, dryness, deadliness, unchangeableness, it will turn to flow, to giving life.

    And finally (Num. 21: 4-9) , God tells Moses to cure the people of a plague of fiery snakes. How? By raising before them a nahash n’hoshet for them to stare at. What does this Hebrew phrase mean? According to the dictionary, a brass or copper serpent. But if we listen to the sound of the words, we might hear “a copper copperhead,” “a serpenty serpent, a “super-serpent.” (Everett Fox’s brilliant translation of the Torah says, “copper viper.”)

    What cures us from serpents? The cure is a serpent that we call forth for ourselves , even more deeply “serpenty” in its essence than the deadly living snakes.

    And what do you do with these super-serpents? Look hard into their faces. Stare hard at death, the face of fear, and you will be freed to life.

    Stare hard at death — and blink. Shut your eyes tight. Stare, and stop staring. Once you have seen clearly, open your eyes anew by first closing them for just an instant. — Open them! — to a different possibility. Then the colors of life will appear.

    And for us, we who still shudder from our brush with death in Auschwitz, our brush with death in the H-Bomb doomsday system, our continuing brush with death in the scorching of the earth we are bringing on ourselves, our brushes with death in the cancers of our friends and lovers, what does this mean?

    For us who choke on the dryness of our lives, us who fear the burning serpents that writhe their way into our very souls, what does this mean?

    Stare these dangers in the face before we blink. Look — and do not be addicted to the looking. Without looking, no gift of life. But to be mesmerized by the looking is also to reject the gift of life.

  21. Wendy

    From Rabbi James Stone Goodman
    Sustain 2011

    We were discussing the mystery rule of Torah
    the mystery mitzvah as it were if it were understood
    we might understand
    it all –

    The chok of the little red cow –
    how what purifies can corrupt
    what corrupts might purify.

    We came to rest in a place none of us imagined before
    we began with a sense of redemption through learning
    through guidebook Torah in a way suggested by
    the Sefas Emes that applied to us more
    than to the text itself.

    Every soul has a portion
    in the Torah
    a dot
    or a point
    that is

    At that moment we had become a letter of the guidebook
    a dot a vowel a dia-critical a mark on the page
    we became a letter of the text
    we arrived at a-symmetry.

    We came to the death of Miryam
    how she died –
    by the kiss of God
    God inhaled her soul so to speak
    Moses and Miryam both
    with a kiss.

    They died sensually
    inhaled into God’s breath through the Divine kiss
    n’shikat Hashem
    from God’s perspective they were taken by the heart like
    a lover.

    What can we make now of the frustrations of their lives
    or our lives for that matter?
    How frustrating at the end to have been
    loved into death this way –

    God breathed life into Adam [Gen.2:7]
    God inhaled Miryam’s soul.

    What’s not integrated, what’s left undone in the story now
    from God’s perspective
    how could they have passed with more intimacy and gentleness
    than with this holy kiss
    through which they returned to one being with God?

    With the death of Miryam following on the heels
    of the mystery rule of the guidebook
    the mystery paradox of the ritual of purification
    the very preparation defiles
    followed by the death of Miryam
    the removal of the well that followed us
    forty years Wilderness wandering
    with the death of Miryam as she was inhaled into the mouth of God
    do we mourn the absence of sustenance now?
    The water that followed us the well that accompanied us
    And the Wilderness the Wilderness?

    The well gone
    we are moving over the threshold without sustenance
    the a-symmetry of the various stories that settled
    not into harmony, not logical these stories
    not entirely mysteries either
    a-symmetrical, they do not converge
    we will not figure them
    they will not unlock the secrets of the guidebook for us.

    The category of recoverable wisdom
    gone for a moment
    undeciphered for now
    but known in night vision
    a future
    at night you understand them you do
    at night you know what it is
    not to penetrate this secret
    it will not unravel
    not entirely mysterious either.

    We are always waiting
    for that recoverable wisdom
    the elders all of them
    may return to us someday
    to carry the sacred load throughout our lives
    so we remember them
    the bearers of recoverable wisdom –

    Sustaining like Miryam’s well of water
    Like the water
    Like Miryam herself.

    jsg, usa

    O holy Shabbes Chukkat
    Maqam Hoseini
    D [1/2] E flat [1] F [1] G

    Every portion has a musical figure,
    A maqam
    Arabic cognate to maqom
    Signifying Place.

  22. Wendy

    From Rabbi Jill Hammer
    I love this teaching about the death of Miriam and about Miriam’s well from Rabbi Jill Hammer in her book, The Jewish Book of Days.

    “… In the Torah, just after Miriam dies, the people complain they have no water to drink. Rabbinic interpreters conclude the well dried up when Miriam died.(Song of Songs Rabbah 4:14). Only after Moses goes into the wilderness to search for it does the well reappear.

    But the well is not gone. The Babylonian Talmud ( Shabbat 35a) tells us the well can be found to this day in the waters of the Sea of Galilee. The Shulchan Arukh ( Orach Cayyim 299:10) teaches that every Saturday night Miriam’s well moves through all the waters of the world, bringing healing to those who are ill and suffering.In modern times, some place a cup of fresh water on the seder table in honor of Miriam.”

  23. Aryae Post author

    Rabbi Miles Krassen

    Parshat Chukat is a very important parsha as it has one of the deepest teachings in the entire Torah. In fact, it begins “va-yedabber HaVaYaH el Moshe ve-el Aharon leimor,” “the Divine Guidance spoke to Moses and Aaron and said, Chukat ha-Torah. This is basically the way the Torah works, this is the almost incomprehensible law of the Torah.” And then the Torah tells us that basically Moshe received this teaching, that is to say, he received the Divine Command to deliver this teaching. And what is the teaching? It’s a teaching of the red heifer, the parah adumah. And what Moshe is supposed to tell us is that we should work with this parah adumah, a red heifer that is temimah, it is absolutely perfect, it’s immaculate. The rest of the verse tells us it doesn’t have any flaw in it, because it was never used for anything, it never bore any burden, it was never under the yoke.

    The Kozhenitzer maggid, a great hasidic rebbe, has a teaching wherein he reads the verse and divides it into two. First of all, he says that there are two things here, one is the parah adumah, itself, which is perfect. And the other is asher ayn bo mum, meaning anyone who says they don’t have any flaws has never borne the yoke of Torah. In other words, anyone who thinks this way hasn’t even begun spiritual work. So, what’s the connection between the two? Moshe is instructed to tell us that we should take and make use of this “sacred cow,” this red heifer that is absolutely perfect, but also warns us that any person who would see themselves as lacking any flaw has never done any spiritual work at all.

    The basic principle of our cosmology is that everything is in a process of being fixed. So, what’s implied here is that the basic condition of the world is full of flaws that need to be perfected and the red heifer represents something that’s immaculate which we need in order to fix something. And so the question is, “what does that which is flawless fix?” And, the answer is that it fixes the damage of the golden calf.

    The parah, the heifer, is the mother cow, and the eglah, the calf, is the immature offspring that goes astray. The result of the golden calf is the breaking of the first tablets. Because Moshe Rabbeinu comes down with the first tablets, the first version—which is actually the higher Torah—and sees that the people don’t—can’t—handle the higher Torah because their level of understanding of reality isn’t high enough so they can’t really get what Moshe Rabbeinu is in touch with. So, they turn to this unevolved representation, which is the golden calf, something they can relate to, and as a result Moshe Rabbeinu feels this sort of righteous anger as an example that there can be a sort of anger that is righteous. He winds up breaking the first tablets, and the result is that we then get the second tablets. Basically, we have here the teaching about two levels of Torah. One is, so to speak, about the original and future Torah, which is beyond our grasp. It is beyond our level, the level of present consciousness. The other is the Torah that fits our present level of consciousness. But even though we (only) have before us a Torah that fits our present level of consciousness, we have the experience and memory of a Torah that is higher, and that is actually the Torah that we’re meant to get. It’s that ‘higher Torah’ G-D really gave Moshe Rabbeinu to bring down, but we couldn’t handle it. So, we need something to fix the fact that we can’t handle the higher Torah, which we can understand as the Torah of the future.

    So the Torah that is broken by Moshe Rabbeinu, because we didn’t have the vessels to receive it is nevertheless the Torah we talk about when we talk about the light of the future, which is already here but we still don’t have the chops for it, the kelim or the vessels to really hold it. So the fix that we need to make is represented by this red heifer, which is flawless.

    Now, what is the red heifer which is flawless? It’s the level of consciousness which gets ayn od milvado, there is really nothing but G-D. That consciousness actually fixes the level of the flaw that comes from the golden calf. Since we couldn’t get that higher level, we needed a lesser representation. The attitude, or consciousness, that was flawed at the time of the golden calf was something like, ‘well, G-D must be like this, or G-D must be like that, but it’s not this and it’s not that!’ As if “It” were something limited: limited, specific, and limiting! So the fix is the consciousness of the red heifer, which is perfect without any qualification. It has and is absolutely everything. This ‘perfection,’ is the consciousness that recognizes that everything is G-D.

    But the specific teaching that we have relating to the red heifer is a paradox. The paradox is that it purifies anything that is impure and it makes impure anything that is pure. So, what is the meaning of this? The meaning is, if a person tries to make the fix of the red heifer, to fix the problem of the golden calf, then they reach the level of the consciousness that everything is G-D. Now that’s the level of red heifer! But, paradoxically, that consciousness that recognizes that everything is G-D can either make the impure pure or it can make the pure impure. In other words, if we are aware of the limitations of our ordinary “golden calf” consciousness, the “red heifer consciousness” fixes us.  But, on the other hand, when we get an insight into the level where everything is G-D, the risk is we’ll say, ‘therefore we have nothing to do because everything is G-D and the world is just happening and doesn’t need our efforts to evolve.’ If we draw the conclusion that everything is perfect and we have nothing to do, then that’s like what the Kozhenitzer maggid says, “if you’re saying I have no mum, I have no flaw, then you haven’t done any spiritual work at all.” Then the red heifer fixes you in a different way.  It throws you down to the fact that you still need to do something to further evolve. So, the only way the red heifer can really fix us is if, when we reach the consciousness where everything is G-D, we paradoxically recognize as well that we still have plenty of work to do.

    So, the fix of the parah adumah, the red heifer, is that when we encounter the consciousness that is ayn od milvado, that there is nothing else but G-D, it stirs in us this great longing inside to reach higher levels in terms of what’s possible for us to attain within our own levels of spiritual work.

  24. Wendy


    By Rabbi Avraham Greenbaum

    Torah Reading: CHUKAS, Numbers 19:1-22:1. Haftara: Judges 11:1-33.


    Now that we have passed the summer solstice, the days are still long but
    imperceptibly they are starting to get shorter, as we move inexorably closer to
    the end of the year and the coming New Year and Days of Awe. The Hebrew letters
    of the present month, Tammuz, are the initial letters of the phrase Z-MAN
    T-ESHUVAH M-MASHMESH U-VA, “the Time of Teshuvah is getting closer”. The letters
    of next month, AV, are the initial letters of ELUL BA – “Elul (month of
    repentance) is on the way”. After the month of Av comes Elul itself, and soon
    afterwards, Rosh HaShanah, Simchas Torah and the conclusion of the annual
    reading of the Torah.

    In the previous parshah, KORACH, we passed the mid-point of the book of Numbers
    (Numbers 17:20). Korach’s conspiracy is not explicitly dated in the Torah
    narrative, but is considered to have taken place early on during the wanderings
    of the Children of Israel in the wilderness. The Torah passes over the 38 years
    of wandering after the sin of the Spies in almost complete silence — except for
    a list given later on of the stopping points on the journey, Numbers ch. 33,
    parshas MAS’EI. In our present parshah of CHUKAS, we move almost imperceptibly
    from the initial period in the wilderness following the Exodus and the Giving of
    the Torah, right to the end of the 40 years of wandering and the first stages of
    the conquest of the Land of Israel.

    Parshas CHUKAS begins with the commandment of burning the Red Heiffer and using
    its ashes for purification from defilement from the dead. This commandment was
    among the first given to the Children of Israel directly after the Exodus and
    the Crossing of the Red Sea (Exodus 15:25, see Rashi there). The section about
    the Red Heiffer as we have it in CHUKAS (Numbers ch. 19) is also listed in the
    Midrash (Sifra) as one of those given to Moses on the 1st Nissan one year after
    the Exodus, the day the on which the Sanctuary was erected.

    The positioning of the section of the Red Heiffer here — as we move into the
    latter part of the book of Numbers and on towards the end of the Torah — is
    bound up with its thematic relationship with other sections of our parshah. The
    commandment of the Red Heiffer, which comes to purify from defilement from
    contact with the dead, is followed immediately by the narrative of the death of
    Miriam. (“The death of Tzaddikim atones like the sacrifices” — Rashi on Numbers
    20:1). The death of Miriam took place in the last year of wandering in the
    wilderness, on the 10th Nissan, exactly a year before the crossing of the Jordan
    and the entry into the Land. This is the first clue to dating the events in this
    parshah. The ensuing lack of water in the wilderness caused Moses and Aaron to
    strike the rock, leading to the decree that they would not enter the Land but
    die in the wilderness. Moses takes Aaron up Mount Hor to die, while Elazar, his
    son succeeds him as High Priest. We suddenly have to confront the loss of the
    elders and leaders of the generation. How do we deal with death?

    Without our even noticing the transition, the older generation are leaving one
    by one, having been replaced by a whole new generation. The new generation —
    who are actually the old generation in new bodies — are now moving inexorably
    forward to the end and the goal – the Land of Israel. The Generation of the
    Wilderness have passed on, and the Generation of the Conquest now begin their

    As the Torah directs our eyes to the end goal of the wandering in the wilderness
    — entry into the Land to fulfill the Torah there — it first focuses our eyes
    upon the end goal of man, which is death: “This is the Torah: when a man dies.”
    (Numbers 19:14). For unless we come to terms with death, we cannot truly live.
    Death is a fact, perhaps the main fact, of life. We are forced to confront it at
    some time or another. In order to come to terms with it, we have to learn how to
    look at it.

    Thus parshas CHUKAS takes its place in the series of parshas read during the
    bright summer months of Tammuz, time of Teshuvah, that teach us how to look at
    various different aspects of life in the correct perspective. BEHAALOSCHAH
    taught about the purity of vision in general. SHELACH LECHA taught about viewing
    the world — and our own selves — with the eyes of faith despite outward
    appearances. KORACH taught about how we look at others who may be better than
    ourselves. CHUKAS now comes to teach us how to look at our mortality, death, the
    end goal of life, in the right perspective — for with the right perspective, we
    can transcend death.

    Today, only a decade after we were promised a new order of peace, the world has
    been plunged before our eyes into an era of global war. Every day we are
    bombarded with gruesome and horrific images of bloodied, burned, mutilated
    bodies. It has long ceased to be surprising to hear of new daily outrages in
    locations far and near. We are hardly aware of how dulled our sensitivities have
    become to injury, death and suffering. If we were to start weeping as we should,
    would we have enough tears for all the suffering in the world?

    Rabbi Nachman of Breslov teaches that the only way we can transcend suffering is
    by trying to focus our vision on the faraway, ultimate goal of the entire
    creation, which is surely completely good. Rabbi Nachman says we must even close
    our eyes to this world — close them tight — so as to keep focussed on this
    ultimate, transcendent goal, which is to bring the entire universe to perfect
    unity and completeness through G-d’s hidden guidance and providence. (Likutey
    Moharan 1:65 “Garden of the Souls”.)

    While no-one can fathom the depths of meaning of the Red Heiffer — any more
    than we can fathom the real meaning of death and of life — we are free to
    search for hints of meaning in this fascinating commandment, which is the key to
    complete redemption. This depends upon the restoration of the ashes of the Red
    Heiffer, because only when we are able to be purified from impurity from contact
    with the dead can we go up to the Temple, source of LIFE, and carry out all its
    rituals in the proper way.

    What causes defilement from contact with the dead is not the soul of the dead
    person. It is the physical remains of his or her body. The death and
    decomposition of the body are very repugnant: they threaten us, both as health
    hazards and because they undermine our pride and dignity as living human beings.
    They remind us of our mortality — “You are earth, and to the earth you will
    return” — but we cannot live with such intense awareness of the vanity of the
    physical world. We are commanded to cover the body, bury it in the earth, put it
    out of sight. We should not pre-occupy ourselves with the dead (as did the
    Egyptians). Our job is to keep living, to keep marching to the end goal — “the
    Land of Israel”.

    Thus the priest (son of Aharon, signifying light and vision) takes the pure Red
    Heiffer — its redness signifying the harshness of DIN, Strict Judgment, and
    GEVURAH, Might. The priest sheds the heiffer’s blood — breaking its power. The
    priest gazes towards the the Holy of Holies and sprinkles the blood of the
    heiffer towards it. This sprinkling of the blood of the Red Heiffer towards the
    Holy of Holies was integral to the whole ceremony, which was performed on the
    Mount of Olives at a spot directly aligned towards the gates of the Temple. The
    body of the heiffer was then burned on a woodpile and minute quantities of its
    ashes were mixed with water from a living source to be sprinkled with hyssop on
    people and utensils that had become defiled.

    In breaking the power of Strict DIN, the priest had to look towards the Holy of
    Holies, because this is the ultimate goal of all creation, the place of complete
    unit, peace and perfection. Defilement from the dead is very depressing. (The
    chapters on this subject in Rambam’s Mishneh Torah can also be somewhat
    depressing, as they deal in detail with different parts of the body in varying
    stages of decomposition, etc.) In order to live we cannot occupy ourselves with
    death. We must be aware of our mortality, but we must separate ourselves from
    physical death. The souls of the dead go on living on their plane, and so must
    we on ours. The seven days of purification from defilement with the dead are
    seven days of separation from what ought to be the abnormal — the decaying dead
    body, which has to be buried and put away — in order to return to the Land of
    the Living. It is necessary to be sprinkled with the ashes of the Red Heiffer on
    the third and seventh days of the week in order to draw renewed strength by
    repeatedly looking toward the Holy of Holies.

    Like the priest breaking the force of severe DIN by gazing towards the Holy of
    Holies, we too, in order to keep living, must keep our gaze focussed on the Holy
    of Holies. The Holy of Holies in our lives should be our times of prayer and
    Torah study, and, in the family context, quality time with our dear ones and
    especially spouses. These are the best support through all the vicissitudes of

    * * *

    “ARISE, O WELL.” (Numbers 21:17)

    The living waters with which the ashes of the Red Heiffer are mixed are one of
    several references to water in our parshah. Notable among the other references
    are the “Waters of Strife” — the waters that Moses and Aaron extracted from the
    Rock, which cost them the privilege of leading the Children of Israel into the
    Promised Land. This section of the Torah is of course no less profound than the
    preceding section about the Red Heiffer. Rabbi Nachman saw his explanation of
    Moses’ striking the rock (Likutey Moharan I:20) as being the key to all of his
    Torah discourses. The bare essence of Rabbi Nachman’s teaching is that even the
    saintly Moses should not have sought “water” — Torah insight and inspiration —
    “by force”, i.e. in the merit of his good deeds, his “rod”, as a “right”.
    Rather, he should have wept and begged for the waters of Torah as a gift,
    through prayer. Thus Moses had to atone for his error with the 515 prayers that
    he offered in the hope of entering the Land of Israel.

    It was the death of Miriam that led to the lack of water which made Moses strike
    the rock. For throughout the forty years of wandering, a miraculous well
    accompanied the Israelites in the merit of Miriam. Miriam (having the
    connotation of bitterness) symbolizes the soul of the suffering true Torah
    scholar (“eat bread with salt, drink water by measure”) through whose merit
    Torah insight comes into the world to inspire the generation. When this soul
    departs the world, there is a terrible thirst for water, with no one having the
    power to enlighten and inspire. Each generation needs to dig for the waters of
    the Torah anew.

    The history of Miriam’s well is not written explicitly in the Torah text but
    only allusively. The allusions are brought out in the Aramaic Targum and in
    Midrashim brought by Rashi on certain verses in our parshah — such as Numbers
    20:10-11 and 21:15ff. This well of the waters of inspiration accompanied the
    Israelites on all their journeys in the wilderness and provided water for the
    camp at each of their stopping places. When Miriam died, it disappeared, but it
    returned in the merit of Moses and traveled with the Israelites on the last
    stages of their journey through the wilderness. When they entered the Land under
    Joshua (on 10 Nissan, anniversary of the death of Miriam), the well also entered
    the land. It traveled to the Kinneret (Sea of Gallilee), where it is said to be
    visible from mountains to the east as a kind of “sieve” on the surface of the
    sea. From the depths of the Kinneret, the well is said to feed the waters of
    Israel’s most important water reserve. (The ARI is said to have taken R. Chayim
    Vital on a boat and given him a cup of this water to drink, after which R.
    Chayim Vital understood the teachings of his master.)

    The final stages of the journey of the Israelites through the wilderness and the
    first stages in the conquest of the Land of Israel are recounted in our parshah.
    Their geography is somewhat obscure to many, as they took place in what is today
    the kingdom of Jordan, which for political reasons remains temporarily out of
    bounds for Torah lovers. The Israelites were headed to ARVOS MO’AV, the “plains
    of Moab” east of the River Jordan facing Jericho. There they assembled prior to
    the entry into the Land in order to hear the final discourses of Moses, which
    make up the book of Deuteronomy.

    Our present parshah describes their journey there. From the wilderness, they
    advanced around Edom (S.E. of Yam HaMelach, the “Dead” Sea) and Moab (to the
    east of the southern part of Yam Hamelach), crossing the River Arnon, which
    flows into the Yam HaMelach from the east, midway from north to south. The
    Arnon, which meets the sea via a spectacular mountain gorge, is the boundary
    between Moav, which the Israelites were forbidden to conquer, and the
    territories to the north, which had been conquered by the Emorites. The
    narrative of the Israelite conquest of the latter territories begins in our

    The parshah relates that the miracles of the crossing of the Arnon were
    comparable with the miracles of the crossing of the Red Sea (Numbers 21:14ff.).
    The Emorites were waiting for the Israelites in caves in the gorge below, but
    the two sides of the gorge miraculously came together, allowing the Israelites
    to walk safely above. The Well of Miriam, which traveled with the Israelites,
    flushed the blood of the dead Emorites out of the gorge so that the Israelites
    could see the miracles performed for them.

    Thus, forty years after the Generation of the Exodus had sung to G-d when they
    came up from the Red Sea, the Generation of the Conquest sang again as they
    witnessed the first miracles of the conquest. “That was the well of which HaShem
    said to Moses, gather the people and I will give them water. Then Israel sang
    (lit. WILL SING) this song: Arise, O well.!” (Numbers 21:16-17).

    The conquest of the Land depends upon Miriam’s well — the well of Torah insight
    and inspiration. May we soon hear the song of the conquest of the Land for the
    Torah, for the Holy of Holies and for the glory of HaShem — quickly in our

    Shabbat Shalom!!!

    Avraham Yehoshua Greenbaum

  25. Wendy

    ~ Rabbi Shefa Gold’s Torah Journeys ~



    NUMBERS 19:1 – 22:1

    Chukat begins by describing one of the most mysterious rituals described in Torah – the rite of the Red Heifer. The ashes of the Red Heifer are mixed with certain specific ingredients and mixed with water to create special waters of purification. This mixture is used to purify anyone who has contact with Death.

    Chukat recounts the deaths of both Aaron and Miriam. After Miriam dies, the people are thirsty and complain to Moses. God tells Moses to speak to the rock in order to draw forth water, but instead of speaking to the rock he hits it.


    DURING OUR TORAH JOURNEY THIS WEEK, both Miriam and Aaron will die. The Torah portion Chukat prepares us by beginning with a ritual that purifies us at those times when we come into contact with death. It is one of the most mysterious and powerful rituals of Torah. The great blessing of Chukat is the knowledge that whatever our defilement and whatever our mistakes, we can always return to our essential purity.
    Whenever I seek to learn from mistakes I have made, I look for a pattern and then try to understand the source of that pattern. It is understood by our Tradition that the quintessential mistake of our ancestors as they wandered through the wilderness was the sin of the Golden Calf. This portion begins by discussing the great ritual for purification. The first and major ingredient required for this ritual is the Red Heifer. (The heifer is a mother cow that has never been yoked.) To know the source of sin, I must lay the Red Heifer on the fires of Truth. Because she is the mother of the Golden Calf, the source for the pattern of sin, her ashes are the first ingredient that I will need for purification.

    ON THESE FIRES OF TRUTH I will also place just the right proportions of pride and humility, represented by tall Cedar and low-growing Hyssop. I will need both pride and humility in order to accomplish my journey of purification. Pride allows me to stand tall enough to see the path ahead, and humility connects me to the earth beneath my feet. The last element the Torah requires for this ritual is Crimson, my passion, which adds my own holy fire to these fires of purification. Thus, the recipe includes Insight, pride, humility and passion, mixed with living waters, the compassionate flow of Life, combining to provide the perfect alchemical formula for our renewal.
    The Golden Calf is built when we lose faith in an invisible, unnameable God who may have abandoned us to die in the wilderness. We are tempted to build a life around this Golden Calf, thereby placing something other than God-the-essential-mystery at the center of our attention. That life built around the worship of security or happiness or wealth or fame obscures the root fear of Death that has unconsciously driven us.
    When we are ready to identify our Golden Calf, then we must trace its roots to find the Red Heifer, the impetus for our own idolatry, the clue to our own pattern of sin. Then, we are able to offer up the ashes of the Red Heifer, the insight into the nature of our root fear. When death touches our lives, we can be protected from our own tendency towards fear, by the blessing of this insight. Having faced our fear, we need not live in its shadow.


    CHUKAT TELLS US OF MIRIAM’S DEATH, and immediately afterward the text notes that the people are thirsty. Their thirst drains them of strength for the journey and fills them with despair. They complain to Moses and Aaron who ask God for help. God tells Miriam’s grieving brothers to speak to the rock before the assembled community, promising that it will yield water for everyone. Moses speaks sharply to the thirsty masses and then hits the rock twice instead of speaking to it.
    Miriam had a way with water. She could touch the depths with her song and call forth spiritual nourishment. No matter how difficult the journey, Miriam’s dance would bring ease and beauty to the process itself. She carried with her the feminine wisdom that could not be written down. Upon her death we are given a spiritual challenge: to reclaim the source of her wisdom, to discover the song in our voice and the dance in our step.

    MOSES WAS GIVEN THIS CHALLENGE, and he failed in order that we might learn from his mistake. Moses blamed the thirsty people for their complaint and then took credit for the life-giving power that was God’s alone. When he struck the rock twice, it did pour forth water, but it also exacted a great price. Until we learn to speak to the rock, we will be denied entrance to the Land of Promise.
    To speak to the rock means to be in conversation with the natural world; hitting it is an attempt to subjugate nature. Miriam knew the words and she knew the music that would open the deep and secret places of earth-wisdom. The spiritual challenge of Chukat is to call Miriam’s wisdom back to us, to re-open the conversation with the rock that was interrupted by Moses’ mistake.

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    This is the decree (chok) of the Torah… (Numbers 19:2)

    This phrase can be understood in two ways. On one level it means that this–the law of the red heifer–is the ultimate “decree,” the most supra-rational of all the Torah’s precepts. A deeper meaning is that all of Torah is, in essence, divine decree. It is only that with many of the mitzvot, the supra-rational divine will come “clothed” in garments of reason.

    (Rabbi Schneur Zalman of Liadi)

    In reference to what did King Solomon say (Ecclesiastes 7:23), “I thought to be wise to it, but it is distant from me”? He said: “All of the Torah’s commandments I have comprehended. But the chapter of the red heifer, though I have examined it, questioned it and searched it out–I thought to be wise to it, but it is distant from me.”

    (Midrash Rabbah)

    Speak to the children of Israel, that they bring to you a red heifer (19:2)

    The Mishneh Torah is a purely legal work. As he explains in his introduction, Maimonides included only the final rulings of Torah law, leaving out the reasoning and deliberations behind them, in order to make it a readily accessible guide to daily life for all. Also in those rare cases in which Maimonides appears to “digress” and interject a philosophical insight or some background information, upon closer examination these always prove to be a statement of law and a practical instruction on daily living.

    The same is true of the above quoted passage. At first glance, it appears to be a brief piece of history concerning the red heifer, followed by a prayerful appeal to the Almighty to send Moshiach. But Maimonides is demonstrating to us the true definition of “belief in Moshiach.” To believe in Moshiach is not just to believe that he will someday come, but to expect his coming on a daily, hourly, and momentary basis. It means that no matter what you are discussing, the subject turns to Moshiach at the slightest provocation. It means that in the midst of arranging the laws of the red heifer, a spontaneous plea erupts from the depths of your heart: “May he speedily be revealed, Amen, may it be the will of G-d!”

    (The Lubavitcher Rebbe)

    The clean person shall sprinkle upon the unclean person… and he shall be clean at evening… [But] he that sprinkles the water of sprinkling… shall be unclean (19:19-21)

    The fact that the ashes of the heifer “purify the contaminated and contaminate the pure” carries an important lesson to us in our daily lives: If your fellow has been infected by impurity and corruption, do not hesitate to get involved and do everything within your power to rehabilitate him. If you are concerned that you may became tainted by your contact with him, remember that the Torah commands the kohen to purify his fellow Jew, even though his own level of purity will be diminished in the process.

    (The Lubavitcher Rebbe)


    And Miriam died there… And there was no water for the congregation (20:1-2)

    Three great providers arose for the people of Israel–Moses, Aaron and Miriam–through whom they received three great gifts: the well, the clouds [of glory], and the manna. The well was in the merit of Miriam, the clouds in the merit of Aaron, and the manna in the merit of Moses.

    When Miriam died, the well was removed, as it says, “And Miriam died there…” and, immediately afterward, “And there was no water for the congregation.” The well then resumed in the merit of the other two.

    When Aaron died, the clouds of glory were removed, as it says, “And the Canaanite, the King of Arad, heard …and waged war on Israel.” He heard that Aaron died, and thought that he now had license to attack Israel [because the clouds of glory which protected them were gone. The well and the clouds] then resumed in the merit of Moses alone.

    (Talmud, Taanit 9a)

    A people have various needs, and different types of leaders arise to provide them. Spiritually, too, a nation requires “food,” “air” and “water” — wisdom, faith and guidance. Again, different leaders arise to provide these different needs, each according to his or her specialty.

    But there may come a time when a leader cannot afford the luxury of “specialization.” He may be capable of teaching Torah on the highest level, but there is no one to teach the children alef-bet. He may be suited to raise the most spiritual souls to sublime heights, but there is no one to sustain the simple faith of the common man or to provide guidance on the most commonplace dilemmas of life. In such times, the true leader assumes all these tasks, as Moses did in the closing days of Israel’s sojourn in the desert, when the people stood at the threshold of the Promised Land. Miriam and Aaron were no more, and Moses served as shepherd, nurse and guardian of faith in one.

    (The Lubavitcher Rebbe)


    And Miriam died there… And there was no water for the congregation (20:1-2)

    A person may ingest the ingredients of life, but these will not vitalize him without the fluids that course through his body. The food swallowed by the stomach, the oxygen drawn in by the lungs, must now be transported through the body’s canals and made to saturate its every cell.

    Therein lies the spiritual significance of Miriam’s role as Israel’s provider of “water.” Miriam first appears in the Torah (see Midrashim and commentaries on Exodus 1:15) as a children’s nurse: one who distills adult food for the consumption of a child; one who trains and educates a growing human being, filtering the stimuli of an adult world for his maturing mind; who processes the raw materials of life to meet the specific needs of her charge’s age and phase of development.

    Miriam’s well is the vital fluid of Israel’s spiritual life, the water that inculcates them with the knowledge and identity her brothers provide. The waters of Miriam transport and apply the nutrients of Torah and the abstractions of faith to each individual, on his or her particular level.

    (The Lubavitcher Rebbe)

  27. Wendy

    From Reb Mimi Feigelson 2009

    The Kiss of Death – The Water of Life

    In this week’s Torah reading both Miriam and Aharon die. Despite the difference in the description of their deaths, Rashi, quoting the Babylonian Talmud (Mo’ed Katan, 28a), teaches us that she too was among the seven that died ‘al pi Hashem’ / by the mouth of God. This is considered to be the highest form of death, the easiest death. It is a death in which the image that is offered is that God, so-to-speak, inhales into God’s-self the last breath of the person, as they exhale. The reason this isn’t expressed explicitly in the verse (Bamidbar/Numbers 20:1), why it doesn’t say ‘al pi Hashem’ regarding Miriam’s death, Rashi quotes for us, is that it isn’t respectful to say that God kissed a woman. The anthropomorphic and gender layers of this reading scream out to us to redeem all the components of this Talmudic segment.

    Unless you are aware of the biography of the Piastzna Rebbe (Reb Klonimus Kalman Shapiro, 1888-1943) you may think it interesting that it is a Chassidic Rebbe that challenges the integrity of the Talmud. In his teaching’s on parashat Chukat, that he taught in the Warsaw ghetto, published in his known commentary, The Aish Kodesh, he poses this challenge based on an earlier question that he raises.

    His first question is based on the Babylonian Talmud (Ta’anit 9a), that Rashi also quotes in our parasha, as to the connection between Miriam’s death and the lack of water that the children of Israel are plagued with:
    “Then came the children of Yisrael, the whole congregation, abode in Kadesh, and Miriam died there, and was buried there. And there was no water for the congregation…” (Bamidbar/Numbers 20:1-2)

    The Talmud teaches us that the reason these two versus are adjacent to each other is because the well was in Miriam’s merit, and with her death the well dried up. Elsewhere we are taught that there were three gifts that sustained us in the desert: the manna in Moshe’s merit, the clouds of glory in Aharon’s merit, and the well in Miriam’s merit.

    In his humbleness the Piasetzna Rebbe says that we have no way to understand the greatness of such a tzadeket / righteous woman like Miriam, but non-the-less, he aspires to understand what does this connection between Miriam and the well come to hint to us.

    The paradigm that he introduces is one that I remember shedding many words (and even some tears) over in my high school years. It is the teaching of Rabbi Chanina in the Babylonian Talmud (Bava Kama 38b): “Greater is the one that is commanded and fulfills the commandment then the one that is not commanded and fulfills the commandment”. It always seemed to me that when an intention, followed by an action, comes from within one’s own personal drive it surpasses an external commandment / obligation. Tosafot, Rashi’s grandchildren, (Babylonian Talmud, Kiddushin 31a), suggest that the reason for Rabbi Chanina’s statement is that the commanded person will be even more careful in the fulfillment of the commandment due to their concern to correctly fulfill their obligation. From here we can derive that seemingly, when the obligation comes from within then there lies the danger of laxness, since the volunteer is the sole authority behind the deed.

    When challenging this opinion as often presented by my teachers, and as adopted throughout the Halacha, I would suggest a perspective drawing on altruism, self-sacrifice, intimacy as ways to contest this opinion.

    I didn’t know that I could quote the Babylonian Talmud (Gittin 20a) that teaches us that ‘the reward for a mitzvah is the reward for a mitzvah’ even when the person was not obligated from the outset to perform it. I also didn’t know that I could quote the Piasetzna Rebbe…

    First he clarifies that it is hard to understand the Talmud, as brought by Rashi, since clearly we are not talking about a physical kiss! Clearly we can’t say it isn’t God’s glory, ‘kavod shel ma’alah’ to say that God kissed her, since we aren’t talking about a corporeal kiss at all! It is here that the Piasetzna Rebbe will follow the practice of many before him and offer an interpretation on Rashi himself. Based on his father’s teachings, the Piasetzna Rebbe suggests that ‘kavod shel ma’alah’ means glory that was commanded from above, and Miriam represents the voice, and actions, of those that are not commanded and non-the-less set out to fulfill God’s commandments. Therefore the verse can’t say ‘al pi Hashem’ / by the mouth of God, because the generator of her actions was internal, and did not come as a commandment from above!

    It is for this reason we can now understand the relationship between Miriam and the well, since the well is perceived as a self generated, self contained source of water. Miriam is the well, and when she dies, the well dies with her.

    The last question left for us to solve is what drives the Piasetzna Rebbe to contest such a broadly accepted halachic paradigm, “Greater is the one that is commanded and fulfills the commandment then one that is not commanded and non-the-less fulfills the commandment”. What demands of him to voice the voice of those that generate from within themselves their desire to serve God, to go beyond what they were commanded to do?

    His love and respect to his wife seems to be the key to this puzzle. The Piasetzna’s wife, Miriam, was known for her piety and rabbinic scholarship. It is told that she would learn Torah four hours every day. It is told that once someone sent the Rebbe a question that he began to answer before he had to leave the house. When he came back home the responsa had been completed by his wife Miriam. The source of this story has shared that you can see the shift in the handwriting mid responsa. It begs to be understood that since the tzadeket / the righteous woman Miriam Shapiro of Piasetzna left the world this week, seventy years ago, the 10th of tamuz 1939, Shabbat parashat chukat, she is the prototype for the Miriam that the Piasetzna Rebbe see’s in Miriam, Moshe and Aharon’s sister. He see’s the reflection of both Miriam’s in Miriam-the-prophetess’s well. The well that his wife Miriam revived through her Torah study.

    May we follow in the footsteps of Yitzchak who dug up the dried up wells of his father Avraham. May we follow in the footsteps of Miriam Shapiro (of blessed memory) and in our Torah study dig up the well of Miriam the prophetess. And may we too merit, at the end our days, to return our souls to God with a kiss.

    Shabbat shalom.


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