27 thoughts on “49 Days of the Omer

  1. Wendy Berk

    From Rabbi Diane Elliot

    The Thirty-Third Day
    [L’ag B’Omer is the thirty-third day of the Omer, the seven-week period between the holidays of Passover and Shavu’ot. In ancient times, this was a period devoted to offering the first fruits of the winter barley crop (an omer measure of grain), while the priest counted the days and offered prayers to ensure the abundance of the summer wheat crop. The Sages identified the weeks of the Omer with the journey of the Israelite people from slavery in Egypt to the foot of Mt. Sinai, where they received Divine revelation. In later times, mystics devoted themselves to spiritual refinement during the time of counting the Omer, using the qualities of the seven lower sefirot or Divine emanations of the kabbalistic Tree of Life to prepare for the receiving Torah anew each year. The Talmud teaches that the first thirty-two days of this seven-week period are a time of mourning, in remembrance of the 24,000 students of Rabbi Akiva who died then. The qualities of Divine emanation associated with the thirty-third day are hod sheh’b’hod, the humility within splendor, the splendor that unfolds only through surrender.]

    They died in droves
    twelve thousand pairs of them,
    so they say—
    died of contagious disrespect,
    pernicious contention,
    these zealous students,
    Rabbi Akiva’s boys.
    Study buddies run amok,
    they sank into backbiting
    mud-slinging, one upsmanship;
    arguing not for the sake of heaven
    but on their own behalf.
    Twenty-four thousand politicians of the soul,
    ruthless competitors in
    the marketplace of spirit,
    forgot the untold grace
    of paradox, the beauty of
    elu v’elu, that these and also these
    are the Living words.

    It brought a plague upon their heads,
    or so the pundits said—
    a plague that fell upon them
    like poisoned rain,
    killing thousands
    (and whom have I lately dissed,
    ignored, abandoned,
    labeled “lesser than,”
    in my mad rush up the mountain?),
    until the thirty-third day
    when the dying stopped, abruptly,
    so they say,
    on the same date that,
    some years later,
    the great bar Yokhai,
    khai, khai, bar Yokhai
    Rabban Shimon bar Yokhai,
    Akiva’s brilliant student,
    who came to him after the plague,
    departed this world, prophet-like,
    in a fiery chariot, luminous,
    ecstatic as a bridegroom.
    On this day of hod sheh’b’hod
    this day of splendrous surrender,
    mass dying stopped,
    and the true death,
    the mystical merging,
    was revealed,
    as it is taught:
    “Your term of exile is completed,”
    yomar Kadosh.

    Exhale! Go get a shave!
    Go home and marry
    your high school sweetheart!
    She who has tended your garden,
    go sit in her shade
    like the spreading shadow
    of a lush fig tree,
    and count your blessings.

    And what do we know
    of those sweethearts,
    those women—
    the mothers, sisters, solitary brides,
    waiting, patiently (or not),
    for these twenty-four thousand
    who would never return,
    sitting in courtyards
    or before humble hovels,
    crushing grain into flour
    on their grinding stones,
    baking bread in clay ovens,
    spinning flax threads and wool threads
    day by day, making their own
    silent offerings,
    doing the unsung work,
    waiting eagerly (or not)
    to greet their young men—
    each son, each brother,
    each husband—
    not knowing they
    have died in the wars of
    othering, of besting,
    of putting down—
    not knowing they
    did not live
    to fight another day?

    Hod sheh’b’hod,
    surrender to the splendor!
    Light a bonfire
    on the hillside of your heart,
    in the forest of your mind!
    Burn through the fakery,
    the stubbornness
    that passes for
    endurance, the
    ephemeral victories
    that call themselves “eternal.”
    Soften stiff hips, aching knees,
    as you sink into the deepest bow,
    allying hips and legs
    with heart and belly.
    Groan with the earth,
    sigh with the tides,
    wave with the sheaves,
    let pride and greed evaporate
    and rise to cloud,
    then fall as rain,
    purified, gentle—
    a healing rain
    of humble blessing.

    ––Rabbi Diane Elliot

    * with thanks to poet Susan Windle for the phrase, “the splendor of surrender”

    ©Diane Elliot 2020

  2. Wendy Berk

    From Ziegler School of Rabbinic Studies

    Rabbi Pinchas Giller

    Passover has many stressful aspects to the average Jew. The cleaning, coordinating the Seder, family dynamics, travel and time constraints all combine to create a time that is, for the average householder, definitely anxiety producing. In fact, one is often confronted by a paradox, namely: how is such a central and beautific practice so often the source of such stress?
    In the mystical rendering, the Passover season was bound to be a source of stress, because the season, metaphysically, is nothing if not a “flight” in itself. The commandments of the Torah, for the Jewish mystic, are not frozen in time or only appropriate as events in the past. The Exodus did not just happen once but, in metaphysical terms, it continues to occur. We are all escaping, if only from the Winter. Passover, then, begins a flight from the forces of impurity, which is then followed by a seven-week process of purification, ending with the holiday of Shavuot, or Pentecost.
    According to the Zohar, certain aspects of the Passover observance point to the unfinished quality of the holiday. The Zohar taught that the first days of Passover constitute a spiritual redemption that liberates God’s earthly presence, the Shekhinah, from the cosmic “Egypt.” Since the Passover seder is only the beginning of the process of redemption, it is haunted by images of unfinished and broken things. The broken Matzah on the Passover table, the characterization of the matzah as lechem ‘oni , “bread of poverty,” the spilling of wine at the Passover Seder and the incomplete Hallel prayer following the first day of the festival all signify that the emergence from Winter has not come without some wounds and bruises,
    The mitzvah of counting of the Omer consists of marking each of the days between the Passover and Shavuot holidays with a special ritual. These were the days of the gathering of the first wheat in the time of the Jerusalem Temple. The counting of the Omer is a popular kabbalistic ritual that has persisted among Jews who pray according to the orthodox and Hasidic rites. Most Jews simply count off the days every evening, but the kabbalistic understanding linked the act of counting to an underling spiritual process. The forty-nine days of the Omer purify God’s earthly presence from what amounts to the defilement of her sojourn in Egypt. The presence is restored to God at the holiday of Shavuot, at the end of the counting of the Omer, at which point the Torah is given as a wedding gift.
    The most widespread kabbalistic meditation for the counting of the Omer links each day of the Omer to a particular confluence of mystical energies. The forty nine days of the Omer are devoted to the repair of any flaws committed in the lower recesses of spiritual reality. The most widely circulated version of the ritual may be found in a number of popular prayer books as follows:
    Master of the Universe, you commanded us through your servant Moses to count the Omer in order to purify ourselves from our obstructions and our impurities, as you have written in our Torah…in order to purify the souls of Your people Israel from their impurity, Thus may it be thy will, our God and god of our fathers, that in the merit of the counting of the Omer that I counted today, that whatever I have blemished will be restored… and I will be purified and I will be sanctified in the Holiness of Above, and through this will flow a Divine effluence through all the worlds to repair our physical souls (nafshoteinu) and spirits (ruhoteinu) and highest souls (nishmoteinu) from every blemish and to purify us and sanctify us with you highest holiness, Amen Sela.
    Therefore, let this season that lies before us be one of healing and repair, that the wounds and misfortunes of the past year be healed and that we greet a new Spring, of hope and renewal!

    Sources: Tiqqunei ha-Zohar 19b, 28b, 56a; Hayyim Vital Peri Etz Hayyim: Festival of Matzot 3, 7, TZ 28b; Zohar II 182b , Hsyyim Vital Sha’ar ha- Kavvanot (Jerusalem p. 84) , Shalom Shar’abi (Nahar Shalom 35b, 35d). Shmuel Vital, Siddur Hemdat Yisrael 207b.

  3. Wendy

    From Rabbi James Stone Goodman

    Message of barley offering Omer
    Nothing too lowly
    Nothing too inflexible
    That cannot be moved and lifted
    Transformed and turned To-ward.
    Nothing too lowly that cannot
    Be moved Toward and By and Up.
    Message of the Omer period
    Giving over to lifted up
    Moving toward
    With everything we have
    Lowliest to the loftiest.

  4. Aryae Post author

    Morid Hatal — Seeing the Small Things
    A teaching from Reb Shlomo

    In the Amidah prayer everyday we say:

    You are mighty forever Lord. You bring the dead back to life with abundant salvation.

    In the winter we add: Mashiv haruah umorid hageshem. — You blow the wind and bring down the rain.

    In the summer, starting with Pesach, we change this to Morid hatal. — You bring down the dew.

    In 1968 in the House of Love and Prayer, Reb Shlomo gave over a teaching on Morid Hatal. It went something like this:

    We all feel “dead” sometimes — sad, discouraged, hopeless. But our prayers remind us that G-d’s presence can always bring us back to life. Sometimes we experience G-d’s presence like wind and rain. Strong and dramatic. Big events that change our lives. Other times it’s like “dew“. Subtle, gentle. We might not notice the dew if we’re not paying attention. In the winter, we’re tuning in to the experience of wind and rain. In the summer, we’re tuning into the experience of dew. The level of dew is to notice the small things, and the small signals, that are all around us. And to experience G-d in all of it.

  5. Wendy

    From AJR/CA

    This is about counting the Omer
    Parshat Emor
    Torah Reading for Week of April 29 – May 5, 2018

    By Rabbi Elisheva Beyer, ’06

    “You shall count for yourselves – from the day after the day of rest, from the day when you bring the omer of the waving – seven weeks, they shall be complete. Until the day after unto the seventh week you shall count, fifty days; and you shall offer a new meal-offering to G-d.” Lev. 23:15-16, Parshat Emor.

    According to Torah and our Sages, we are to count the forty-nine days from the second day of Passover (a “rest” day) until Shavuot. In ancient times, the counting was the time period between when the new crop of barley was offered on the altar on the second day of Passover until when two loaves of wheat bread were offered seven weeks later. The specific amount of barley brought was about two quarts, called an “omer.” Until the Omer offering is brought to the altar, any grain planted within the past year (from the 16th of Nissan) could not be eaten.

    This time period has been refocused by our Sages to a time for meaningful opportunity to grow our souls. As with everything in Torah, layers of deep spiritual meaning are infused into it. Let’s take a look at some of the layers and what they meanings. Passover is the time of leaving Egypt (Mitzra’im, in Hebrew, meaning narrow places) where we were slaves. When we leave there, we must let go of our chametz, metaphorically identified as ego, and also signified by the barley offering. In the eyes of the ancients, barley was seen as more of an animal food, rather than wheat which was considered more appropriate for humans. Our ego is considered to be our animalistic nature – the selfish desires to do what is only best for ourselves. We need to let go of completely selfish desires in order to grow spiritually. Thus, our barley offering (animal-nature) is put on G-d’s altar. Then we begin transforming ourselves until the time when we can become a partner with the Holy One. In this instance, the partnership is literally shown in the process of making wheat into bread and coincides with receiving Torah.

    Omer (עמר a measurement of barley) and yakar (יקר meaning precious) have the same gematria (the letters add up to the same numbers).[1] Thus, according to our Sages, this seven week time period is to be treasured. Within it, we have an opportunity to accelerate our spiritual growth. Following the guidance of our Sages, during the Omer, we focus on various personality traits, as noted in kabbalistic texts. On each of the forty-nine days of Sefirat HaOmer (“Counting of the Omer”), we refine, develop and illuminate another aspect of our soul. Each day of the sefirah has a specific facet of our personality for us to examine. It is designed as a time to refine our emotions, rather than being driven by them. In this way, we prepare ourselves to receive Torah on Shavuot.

    According to R’ DovBer, the Maggid of Mezeritch, sefirah, “counting,” also means “illumination.” These forty-nine days are a bridge between the slavery of Egypt and Shavuot, a time when we are able to forge a contract with G-d and receive Torah. Shavuot is the fiftieth day and the time of receiving Torah: the time when we receive G-d’s blueprint for how to live our lives.

  6. Wendy

    Posts 5778

    From Rabbi James Stone Goodman
    April 20th, 2011

    Life Daily

    Counting counting
    today is day __ of the Omer

    From the second day of Passover
    to the
    fiftieth day –

    Z’man transformation
    the time of our transformation.

    Levi Yitzchak asked me:
    When does freedom begin?
    We search our stories.

    During the Omer period
    we are preparing ourselves for the wedding
    for the durable wisdom
    the gift of a guidebook.

    A barley offering –
    nothing too lowly
    too inflexible that cannot be moved
    lifted and transformed –

    Nothing too lowly that
    cannot be moved towards G*d
    by G*d.

    Today I am a vessel
    a working out of potencies
    Elementals –

    In particular
    I am a daily ______
    within a week of ______

    Work me, O holy G*d
    You have my atten-

    jsg, usa

  7. Wendy

    From the Open Siddur Project

    יום קשת מ״ב בעומר | The 42nd Day of the Omer is Rainbow Day
    In the Jewish seasonal calendar, the days of the Omer, between the 17th and 27th of Iyyar, fall on the midpoint between the spring equinox and the summer solstice. The 42nd day of the Omer ends the week associated with the divine attribute (sephira) of Yesod — foundation, and is a gateway for entering the week associated with the innermost sephira, Malkhut (Majesty) — the divine kingdom in nature revealed before all.

    In the story of the Great Flood, the deluge lasted for over a year, but the time separating the beginning from the end on the calendar is only 10 days. According to the Torah, the flood began on the 17th of Iyyar (“the 17th day of the second month” in Genesis 7:11). The 17th of Iyyar falls on ל״ב בעומר (Lev BaOmer — the heart of the Omer) the day before Lag BaOmer, days already associated with fire.

    Yom Keshet יום קשת — Rainbow Day — the 42nd day of the Omer (מ״ב בעומר) is the 27th of Iyyar (“the 27th day of the second month” in Genesis 8:14), when the animals, along with Noaḥ’s family, left the ark, and the rainbow (קשת keshet) appeared as a sign of covenant. This should be a time of celebration. According to the kabbalistic counting of the Omer, Rainbow Day is also the day of Malkhut in Yesod, a unity of masculine and feminine that represents a milestone on the way to the revelation of Shavuot. For us, it can represent a chance to commit ourselves to the rainbow covenant, to turn from actions that destroy the earth, to turn our lives away from unraveling earth’s climate and the web of life, from diminishing earth’s abundance.

    As we move from the flood waters of Lev baOmer through the fires of Lag baOmer and through the coming week, we are reaching toward a different kind of illumination, the rainbow, which balances water and fire to create such a powerful expression of beauty and diversity. The rainbow covenant is special—not only because it’s the first covenant in the Torah. It’s also not just a covenant with humanity, but rather a covenant between G‽Δ and all living creatures, and between G‽Δ and the land.

  8. Wendy

    From Chaya Kaplan Lester

    Pesach Sheni

    I don’t know about you, but Passover is hard on me. Hard on my faith. Hard on my marriage too. I can’t seem to make it to Seder night without a resounding chorus of my own low moans of protest. Protest against the toil of it all. The cleaning. The cooking. The taking care of everyone and everything…again. Another round of exhausting rites and ritual, long nights and a few too many fights. I inevitably seem to miss out on G!d along the way.
    So I am particularly appreciative of Pesach Sheni. The Second Passover. The Holiday of Second Chances. This is the replay holiday, reserved for those who were unable to partake in the Pascal lamb on time. Exactly one month later, thankfully, we get another chance to tackle this whole freedom march, this time from a place of a little less stress and a lot more perspective.
    I always seem to need it. I’m a second-chancer by nature. Doubling down on Pesach Sheni with a vengeance. – If you need it, you can have some second-chance too. It’s this Tuesday night/Wednesday and it’s real easy. Just get out a piece of matza and sit down with whoever you lost along the way. Ask for a second chance; from G!d, your spouse, your self, your friend.
    After all, second-chances have their own particular flavor of freedom. It’s richer, more subtle and complex than the first taste could ever have.
    Pesach Sheni
    Let’s try this again.
    To connect the daats
    – to know each other
    Biblically, mythically,
    with all of our incompletes.
    Let’s bring back the mystic,
    because I missed-it
    a month ago
    in all the madness
    of the Exodus.
    I just flat-out missed it.
    I was too bloody
    and you
    were strained
    and the table was painted
    with the sweat and toil of slavery
    though we played like we were free
    for the sake of the children,
    didn’t we?
    – Masterfully.
    We were as distant as
    planets spinning
    in their usual orbits
    – light years between us.
    ‘Do not worry, we will loop
    back around
    to eclipse each other again’
    – I said.
    ‘We are like the moon and the sun
    that don’t ever really touch
    except every once
    in a while
    on a starry night
    one sphere atop another
    still so distant
    but stacked with precision
    in a line of connection
    and perfect symmetry.
    It is all about our perspective,
    isn’t it?
    When the M of me stops
    gazing down and
    turns heavenward instead
    to become ‘We’.
    Just lift your head.
    Come cast your shadow over me.
    With nothing but forgiveness
    between us
    the close flat facts of our connection
    plain as any page
    of matza reads
    You will bring the charoset
    for sweetness between us
    and I can bring the marror
    to memorialize the distance.
    We will sandwich them
    just like the sages.
    Forgive me.
    I was lost in my own loss,
    my own trauma.
    I carried the old bones
    of Joseph, you know.
    Like a mother who buries
    her priestly sons
    in silence,
    I lost my chance
    to celebrate you.
    But I won’t lose my chance
    to beg forgiveness
    and to press with compassion
    that eternal reset button
    on our friendship.
    So let’s try this again.
    With no pomp and circumstance.
    No children, no guests, no friends.
    Just a page of matza
    and four open palms
    between us.
    “And with a strong hand
    we were brought out of Egypt.”
    You are my Exodus.
    My strong hand.
    Your forgiveness
    is my freedom.
    Our love is my holy land.
    Let’s leave Egypt

  9. Wendy

    From Rabbi Laura Duhan Kaplan

    Psychic Energy Valve (Omer Week Four)

    Netzach (endurance), Hod (glory), Yesod (foundation).

    When the sephirot are arrayed in the form of a human body, netzach and hod are its hips; yesod is its pelvis. They make forward motion possible, turning ideas into actions.sefirot body

    Medieval Kabbalist Azriel of Gerona (1160-1238) described netzach-hod-yesod as an integrated mechanical system. Netzach is a simple check valve, allowing energy to flow from above. Hod is a control valve, managing quantity of flow. Yesod is a multi-function valve, algorithmically directing flow through different shaped pipelines.

    Azriel’s image evokes Freud’s three-part model of the human psyche. Id overflows with raw psychic energy. Ego regulates the flow, balancing social life with personal drives. Superego repeats the rules that structure behaviour.

    Netzach seems to be the id, a torrent of desires for self, others, and the world. Unlimited psychic fuel for projects. Nothing curbs it; everything feeds it. (I’m terrible at moderating it.)

    No wonder Joseph Gikatilla (1248-1305) associates netzach with the divine name Adonai Tzevaot: Lord of Hosts. The power to call on crowds of angels, assistants turning ideas into action. How else could desire be actualized?

    Perhaps through a series of moderating valves. A netzach-hod-yesod system of discernment. Where netzach is not id, but a first gateway for using its energy.

    A gateway that can open with sound. I say the word netzach. Note its vowel sounds. Ehh — Ahh. Breathe out ehh from my chest and ahh from my belly. Again. And again. Until the breath becomes a valve that quiets my thoughts, calms my feelings.

    And I see the path to hod and yesod: what is feasible, and what form it might take.

  10. Wendy

    From Rabbi Laura Duhan Kaplan

    Beyond Opposites: Omer Week Three

    Don’t contradict yourself.

    It’s either A or not A. The law of the excluded middle.

    A thing is itself, and not its opposite. A=A. It’s the identity principle.

    But these logical rules don’t operate in Kabbalah. Or in human psychology.

    Kabbalists teach that the Divine Itself violates this rule. God is Eyn Sof (Infinity). God’s plurality includes all things compatible and incompatible. Even things we imagine are opposite to God.

    “World” and “God” are two distinct concepts. The world is concrete, immediate, physical, temporal. God is abstract, transcendent, spiritual, eternal. Yet our experience of God is contained in our experience of the world. And the world is contained in God’s infinite being. “God” and “World” are two concepts for a single metaphysical reality, seen from two points of view.

    Depth psychologists speak of ego and shadow. Ego is the self we consciously hold. We know our ego reasonably well. Shadow is the part of self we refuse to own. A little psychic storage box for traits incompatible with our conscious values. Traits we seem to see only in other people. People whom we denigrate, without compassion. People who reflect us, seen from another point of view.

    Which brings us to this week’s sephirah: Tiferet. Literally, Tiferet means glory, splendor, beauty. What kind of beauty? Heart beauty. Integrative beauty. When the sefirot are organized into a human stick figure, Tiferet is the heart. It sits on the middle line, integrating the “love” and “boundaries” that flank it. In Kabbalistic discourse, Tiferet is often translated as compassion.

    Compassion is love across boundaries. Imagine someone you’ve criticized as morally deficient. Now imagine them grieving. Do you remember your own grief? Can you feel with them? That’s compassion, a spark of love across a boundary. A recognition of sameness in difference. Tiferet.

    The divine name YHWH points us towards Tiferet. YHWH is a verb, the participle “Being” – but in an unspecified tense. Or perhaps in all tenses: Was-Is-Will Be. An integration of the entire timeline of consciousness. An active rejection of the law of non-contradiction. Feel this name alive in the world.

    Tiferet’s colour is purple. The ancient Hebrew word for “purple,” argaman, means “weave.” Purple is a weave of blue and red, in a dazzling spectrum of integrations. Have you worn an outfit accessorized with multiple shades of purple? You looked great! Because all shades of purple go well together. In the purple family, no opposites exist.

    Speak the word Tiferet aloud. Notice its vowel pattern: ee-eh. Try to make those sounds without a consonant. Notice how it mirrors the sound of breathing. In-breath eee, out-breath eh. Recognize that the breath can only go in two opposed directions, in and out. And that every pair of opposites is a complete cycle. That’s the spirit of Tiferet.

    Inspirations: Sanford Drob, Rachel Elior, Arthur Waskow, Marcia Prager, Queen Elizabeth, Carl Jung, Mario Jacoby, Joseph Gikatilla, George Robinson, David Cooper, B.K.S. Iyengar. Image: genius.com

  11. Wendy

    From Rabbi Laura Duhan Kaplan
    Boundaries by Design: Omer Week Two

    Sephirat Ha’Omer: seven weeks of spiritual practice, taking account of the elements – the sephirot — of spirit.

    Remember the Periodic Table of the Elements from basic Chemistry? It’s a simple graphic, listing the elements of matter, arranged from the most rarified to the most dense.

    Sefirot_ConventionalDiagram-medlargeKabbalistic tradition offers something like it: two diagrams of the sephirot, linear and circular.

    The linear model is anchored in three lines, like a human body: centre, right and left. Lines of sephirot flow from this stick body’s head down to its feet. The model tells a story: Once there was a primordial human being who contained all the possibilities of creation. We could recover these possibilities, if we develop a skilled mind.

    eyn-sof-art-david-friedmanThe concentric circle model shows a set of nested sephirot. The outer circle is the most ineffable element; the centre circle is the most familiar. The model mimics ancient drawings of the universe: our familiar earth encircled by its atmosphere, its solar system, its galaxy, its quadrant, its universe, its creator. The diagram show us tiny yet protected, nestled within a complex divine body and a great cosmological process.

    Two shapes; two stories. Two templates; two teachings. In each case, order, design, and boundaries shape what we see. That’s gevurah: the meaningful boundary.

    Gevurah is the work of Elohim – God’s character in the Torah’s creation story. God speaks the chaos into shape, carving designs with sound. Notice Elohim’s work in the diversity of rocks, plants, and animals. In their predictable interactions. In the surprise developments when one adjusts to the other. Can we walk through the week with wonder at the world’s design?

    Gevurah is present in human speech, too. Our feelings shape our breath; our mouths form breath into words. Our minds design sentences, monologues, conversations. Notice the complex vowel pattern in the word Gevurah, which also means military might. Eh-oo-ah. It’s the same pattern as Refuah, healing. Will we choose harmful or healing patterns of speech? How can we consciously perfect our conversational boundaries?

    Gevurah, some teachers say, shines with red light. Red, the colour of blood. Of life. And death. “If am I not for myself who will be?” asks our teacher Hillel, because good boundaries can save life. “If I am only for myself, then what am I?” he adds, because strict boundaries can leave another to die. We can learn the practical wisdom to measure Gevurah correctly. What local resources will we find?

    Circular sephirot: David Friedman. Helpful scholarly source: Sanford Drob.

  12. Wendy

    From Rabbi Laura Duhan Kaplan

    Universal Love: Omer Week One
    SePHiRat HaOmer: a little spiritual practice to keep us Jews connected, during the seven long weeks between Pesach and Shavuot.

    SePHiRat Ha’Omer.

    In ancient Biblical times, a public ritual of counting the measure of the ripening spring grain.

    In contemporary Kabbalistic times, taking a personal measure of the ten SePHiRot.

    What does the Kabbalistic concept of “SePHiRot” mean? There’s no simple answer. The Hebrew word hints at:

    SPHeRes. Regions on a map of the universe, as drawn by ancient philosophers.

    miSPaRim. Hebrew for “numbers,” organized into a mathematical model of reality.

    SiPPuRim. Hebrew for “stories” that show us how to navigate our world.

    SePHaRim. Hebrew for “books” teaching us how to read our existence.

    SaPPHiRes. Multifaceted gems, refracting light into its parts.

    Sephirot, it seems, are the building blocks of reality.

    If we grasp the nature of these elements, we understand reality. That’s the hope.

    But real life only shows us the elements in combination. So, our conception of the elements follows our theory of the whole.

    Is the universe is made of Divine energy? If so, sephirot are names of God.

    Is that energy best described as light? Sephirot are colours of the rainbow.

    Or as vibration? Sephirot are elemental sounds.

    Or as consciousness? Sephirot are attitudes of spiritual consciousness.

    During Sephirat Ha’Omer, we meditate on a different sephirah each week. On its expression of God, light, sound, and consciousness.

    Week One begins at sundown Tuesday April 11 and ends at sundown Tuesday April 18.

    Week One is the week of chesed. The week to contemplate God as El, the color white, the vowel sound ehh, and the spiritual quality of love.*

    El is a universal God. Traces of El are expressed in all religions, present in all natural phenomena.The first character in the Torah to call God El is the mysterious priest Melchizedek (Gen, 14:22). God, says Melchizedek, is El Elyon, Koneh Shamayim Va’aretz. Ultimate God, Creator/Owner/Shelterer of Earth and Heaven.

    Look this week, for traces of El. Do you see El in acts of inter-religious friendship? In the “spiritual not religious movement”? In the impulse to walk outdoors instead of attend synagogue?

    White reminds me of snow and clouds. It is the colour of water, of deep quiet, of high mountains and blindingly bright light. A colour whose purity can be attained only through grace. When do I yearn for such purity? How do I imagine it will heal me?

    The sound “ehh” carries breath through the word chesed. When do you breathe out the sound “ehh”? For you, is it a sound of determination or resignation? What words animated with “ehh” come to mind? Do they cluster around a theme? Can you arrange them in a whimsical rhyme?

    And the quality of love — it’s like a rainbow in itself. Or perhaps a white light of integrated qualities. Think about it: Love relies on the power of all seven sephirot of the Omer: Kindness. Boundaries. Compassion. Endurance. Gratitude. Reliability. Presence.

    How do those seven qualities challenge you in love? How do they support you?

  13. Wendy

    From Rabbi Rachel Barenblat

    MAY 11, 2009

    The bonfire of the expansive heart

    I ought to be lighting a bonfire tonight, since we’ve entered the 33rd day of the Counting of the Omer. In Hebrew, the number 33 is spelled lamed-gimel; the two letters together are pronounced Lag, and the 33rd day of the Omer is called Lag b’Omer. And on Lag b’Omer, people light bonfires. Why? Well, it depends on who you ask.

    One interpretation of the chronology in Torah holds that on this date, manna first began to fall from the heavens for the Israelites in the desert. Lag B’Omer (celebrated with picnics and rejoicing) can be understood as a commemoration of that happy miracle.

    Another story (found in the Talmud) holds that 24,000 of the students of the great sage Rabbi Akiva died from a plague during the counting of the Omer because they failed to give one another proper respect (or, in Reb Zalman’s interpretation, they failed to see the chen, divine grace, in one another.) Many traditional Jews observe limited mourning customs during the first 32 days of the Omer, in remembrance of that plague; Lag b’Omer marks the day when the plague came to its end, and hence, we celebrate.

    An alternate interpretation holds that the students died as part of the Bar Kokhba revolt against Rome. We spend the first 32 days of the Omer mourning their deaths…until the 33rd day of the Omer, when we rejoice that the massacre finally ended. (The killing may have come to an end, but the outcome of the war was pretty bleak; the name Judea was erased from Roman maps, the study of Torah was prohibited, and Jews were barred from entering Jerusalem. Oy.) Fearing of reprisal from Roman authorities, the sages of the Talmud didn’t want to mention the failed rebellion by name, so spoke of a “plague” instead.

    Some Jews celebrate the yarzheit (death-anniversary) of the sage Shimon bar Yochai on this day; he was a student of Rabbi Akiva’s, and it is to him that the Zohar — germinal work of Jewish mysticism — is traditionally attributed. In this understanding, we light bonfires to symbolize the way his teachings illuminated the night.

    It interests me that these are the stories we tell about this minor holiday. Today is a day for remembering how important it is that we see the grace in one another, and honor one another’s learning. It’s a day to remember the dangers of following messianic figures into violent rebellion. And it’s a day for celebrating illumination: not just the literal illumination of burning sticks and logs, but the metaphysical and spiritual illumination embodied in the wisdom of Torah and the Jewish mystical tradition.

    In honor of that tradition, I want to offer a Hasidic teaching which relates to Lag B’Omer. It has nothing to do with the plague, or the rebellion, or anyone’s yarzheit, but it’s my favorite teaching about the holiday, hands down. This comes from a Hasidic rabbi called the B’nei Yisaschar (R’ Zvi Elimelech of Dinov.) (You can find a version of it in this post The illumination of a good heart; I’ve learned it from my teacher Reb Elliot.) It’s about the importance of having a good heart.

    Rabban Yochanan ben Zakkai said to his students: Go and see which is the good path to which a person should cleave. Rabbi Eliezer said: A good eye. Rabbi Yehoshua said: A good friend. Rabbi Yossi said: A good neighbor. Rabbi Shimon said: To foresee consequences. Rabbi Elazar said: A good heart. Their teacher said to them, I prefer the words of Elazar ben Arach over your words, for included in his words are all of yours.

    –Pirkei Avot (Ethics of the Fathers), 2:13

    Each of the rabbis’ answers is important; it matters that we look on the world wisely, that we be good friends to one another, that we be good neighbors, that we pay attention to the consequences of our actions. But having a good heart is the most important of all, because it encompasses all of these.

    The Hebrew word for good, tov, spelled tet-vav-bet, has a numerical value of 17. The word for heart, lev, is spelled lamed-bet, which has a numerical value of 32. Taken together, they make up the 49 days of the Omer. The whole journey of counting the Omer can be seen as a journey toward learning to truly have, and express, one’s good heart. We’ve spent the first 32 days of the Omer cultivating the quality of heart; Lag B’Omer marks the transition into cultivating the goodness of those hearts, so that by the time Shavuot rolls around we’re really ready for what’s coming. Another resonance: Lag B’Omer is the 33rd day of the Omer; and the 33rd word of the Torah is tov. This is a day for celebrating what’s good.

    Returning to the Pirkei Avot quotation: what does it mean to look at the world with wisdom? Looking at the world as God did at the time of creation. What does it mean to have a good eye? It means seeing that creation is good, as God repeats throughout the early verses of Genesis. What does it mean to be a good friend? It means bringing opposites together in friendship, as God did in creating darkness and light as balances for one another. The Bnei Yisaschar sees the story of creation as a set of metaphorical instructions for us.

    If we’ve been doing the spiritual work of counting the Omer — the work of refining our hearts — then today is a tipping point, a day when our hearts are capable of opening up in radical new ways. It’s that open-heartedness which allows us to see the goodness in all things, to really experience the world with a lev tov, a good heart. May we all be blessed to grow in good-heartedness this Lag B’Omer, and may that expansive quality of heart enrich the final days of the Omer to come.

  14. Wendy

    From Rabbi Rachel Barenblat


    Soon we’ll start to count each day
    the weeks until first harvest.
    Not grain; instead, discernment.
    Refine away the heart’s dross
    on this labyrinth’s curved path.
    When we get to forty-nine
    will we be poised to receive?

  15. Wendy

    From Kol Aleph

    Omer Story: Changing Aleph to Ayin by Jason Mann

    The Hasidic master known as the Sfat Emet speaks about the period of the Counting of the Omer as a time to change the Hebrew letter א / Aleph to the Hebrew letter ע / Ayin.

    Aleph is the first letter of the Hebrew word emirot which can mean “words.” Ayin is the first letter of the Hebrew word Omer symbolizing the counting of the Omer. Perhaps the Sfat Emet was thinking about the process of bringing the words of God into the world, and connecting this idea to the process of the Counting of the Omer.

    Aleph is the first letter of the Hebrew word Adonai (God). Ayin is the first letter of the Hebrew word Olam (world). So by changing Aleph to Ayin we can bring God into the world.

    Aleph is the first letter of the Hebrew word for light, ohr. Ayin is the first letter of the Hebrew word for eyes, eynayim. So by changing Aleph to Ayin we make divine light visible to our eyes.

    The numerical value of the letter Aleph is “one” and the numerical value of the letter Ayin is “seventy.” In going from Aleph to Ayin we go from the number one to the number seventy.

    Our tradition teaches us that there are seventy different nations in the world. In moving from Aleph to Ayin, one to seventy, we can aspire to bring the truth of God to all the nations of the world

    Our Rabbis also taught us that there are seventy different faces of the Torah. Some say that there are seventy different ways to understand each part of the Torah. One can imagine that by changing the Aleph (one) to Ayin (seventy) we bring the full wisdom of the Torah into the world.

    The diversity of humanity is like a prism which refracts God’s light as it enters the world. Through this process of seeking out the seventy faces of Torah, the diversity of humanity refracts the divine light of the Torah into the world. Each individual sees Torah in his or her own way. This process of refraction creates a beautiful array of different types of light and wisdom that can help bring the world to wholeness.

    So how do we transform Aleph into Ayin? To make this change we need to go on a spiritual journey of discovery and change. Spiritual journeys are difficult, and they rarely take us along a straight line. The Counting of the Omer is this journey. If all of humanity took the time to bring divine love, compassion, and peace into the world, we could change the Aleph to Ayin. May it be so, this year and every year.

  16. Wendy

    From Kol Aleph

    Omer Poem: Sacred Harvest by Rabbi Leila Gal Berner

    Forty-nine days,
    wandering in the wilderness
    newly-birthed to
    moving toward
    where the Holy One
    will entrust us with
    the Teaching.

    So little time
    to bring in the harvest,
    to gather the sheaves
    that nourish our bodies
    as Torah sustains our souls.

    Forty-nine days
    to learn to walk,
    so little time,
    to grow —
    from frailty to strength,
    from enforced servitude to joyful service.

    Each day we count
    one more day.
    Each day we add
    one more sheaf.
    Each day we are
    one day closer
    to the Mountain,
    one day closer
    to sacred embrace
    trembling hearts.

    Teach us,
    God of the Mountain,
    God of the Teaching,
    to cherish each day,
    that our hearts
    may be filled with
    Your Wisdom,
    that our
    souls may bring
    our freedom harvest
    to You,
    that our hearts
    may receive
    Your abundance.

    —Rabbi Leila Gal Berner

  17. Wendy

    From Rabbi David Seidenberg

    Rainbow Day

    According to Kabbalah, Rainbow Day is also the day of Malkhut in Yesod, a unity of masculine and feminine that represents a milestone on the way to the revelation of Shavuot. For us, it can represent a chance to commit ourselves to the rainbow covenant, to turn from actions that destroy the earth, to turn our lives away from unraveling earth’s climate and the web of life, from diminishing earth’s abundance.

    The rainbow signified a new covenant between God and the land. It’s time for us to imagine a new covenant between humanity and the Earth, including the land and the seas, one that we start to live by as we change our lifestyles and habits. We can use the covenantal vision of the Shmitah year in Leviticus 25 to help guide our steps. And maybe next year it will be time to celebrate that new covenant.

    Rainbow Day is pregnant with ritual possibilities related to the elements, to the midpoint between equinox and solstice, to the time between the fire of Lag B’Omer and the fire of Sinai, to global warming, to healing the waters, to the growing wheat crop in the land of Israel, and to all the meanings related to the journey from freedom to revelation. And rainbows are a symbol of diversity: the diversity of colors, of people, and of all life.

  18. Wendy

    From Rabbis Without Borders

    Pesach Sheni
    The Torah of second chances

    By Alana Suskin

    A couple of years ago, after several years of trying to get all the way through the counting of the Omer, I built an Omer-counter with a foolproof reminder system – my son. It’s based on the Christian advent calendar in that it’s a series of forty-nine boxes (seven rows of seven) which has randomly placed toys inside the boxes. NO more forgetting to count in the evening! Every night, I have an excellent reminder, and so I do not lose my chance to say the blessing when I count, or worse yet, forget altogether and have to quit counting for the year.

    It’s a yearly frustration for lots of people who try to keep up with the Omer – it’s easy to screw it up and lose track, and according to the tradition, if you mess up, well, hey tough. You’re out of luck.

    That’s why it’s odd that about a month into the Omer (today, in fact) there’s a little known holiday that’s about …second chances. Pesach sheni ( or “second passover”) is a biblically based holiday that happens because, as is related in Numbers chapter 9, when God commands the Israelites, a year after the exodus, to bring the passover offering, there were certain people who had become ritually impure through contact with a dead body, and so, could not prepare the Passover offering on that day.

    They approached Moses and Aaron and said, “We are unclean by the dead body of a man; wherefore are we to be kept back, so as not to bring the offering of God in its appointed season among the children of Israel?” (Numbers 9:7). After these people approached Moses and Aaron, God tells them that from then on, if anyone is ritually impure on passover, or is unable to keep passover for some other reason beyond their control, “he shall keep the passover unto God in the second month on the fourteenth day at dusk they shall keep it; they shall eat it with unleavened bread and bitter herbs.” (Numbers 9:11)

    Pesach sheni is a strange holiday. We don’t really observe it – mostly because there isn’t really anything to observe – there’s no requirements, since we no longer bring sacrifices. And yet, it’s sort of a shame. Here we are, in the midst of a period where every day counts, where there are no second chances, where you have to get it exactly right, or you lose your chance (at least until next year), and there’s this holiday that interrupts it for the purpose of giving a second chance for a holiday that occurred a month prior – and not only that, but it’s the only holiday we have the sole purpose of which is to make up for a holiday that someone missed out on.

    What is that all about?

    Rabbi Yosef Y. Schneersohn is cited by his son-in-law as saying that, “Pesach Sheni teaches us that ‘Nothing is ever lost: it’s never too late!” and then the latter Schneersohn goes on to say, “Our conduct can always be rectified. Even someone who is impure, who was far away and even desired to be so, can still correct himself.” He continues, “Given the significance of Pesach Sheni, one might ask: Why was it instituted a full month after Pesach, in the month of Iyar? Wouldn’t it have been better to atone for our deficiencies at the earliest opportunity, in Nissan?”

    “We can answer this question by comparing the spiritual characteristics of Nissan and Iyar. Nissan is the month of revelation, the month during which God revealed His greatness and redeemed the Jewish people despite their inadequacies. Iyar, by contrast, is the month of individual endeavor, a quality that is exemplified by the mitzvah of Sefirat HaOmer. The theme of Iyar, self-refinement initiated by the individual himself, is in keeping with the nature of Pesach Sheni, the festival in which an individual who was not motivated by Pesach is given an additional opportunity to elevate himself.”

    So, two things:

    First, the key to pesach sheni is precisely that it does occur a month later, during the Omer. Unlike the first Pesach, which is a national holiday, Pesach sheni is an individual’s holiday. The second thing is the way in which Pesach sheni came about – unlike well, pretty much everything else in the Torah, it isn’t initiated by God, given to Moses and Aaron and then passed on to the people. Instead, Pesach sheni is initiated by the people themselves, by a group of individuals. In fact, I know of really only one other case like this one: the daughters of Tzelophechad (which also appears in the book of Numbers, farther along, in Numbers 27), who challenged a law of inheritance whereby only sons could inherit, even if there weren’t any. They brought their challenge and God told Moses that they were right and amended the law.

    I think that that parallel to the daughters of Tzelophechad is the key to why this is the only holiday that is a “make-up” for another holiday. It’s not just that it’s a group of individuals who want a make-up. It’s that these individuals saw a specific wrong that they wanted addressed, and they wanted it addressed for the sake of justice to individuals who have no control over being excluded from the nation. In the case of Tzelophechad’s daughters, the case is their sex; in the case of pesach sheni, it’s because they were doing another mitzvah ( caring for the dead). But the important thing is that these two cases are things which exclude them from the body of the nation in some crucial way. It is because of this that they take their complaint to God, and God answers them, “Of course, you are right.”

    IN recent days, when we have seen so much change so quickly both in the Jewish community and out of it in regards to gay marriage and inclusion, this is a message that we should all take to heart. Pesach sheni isn’t merely a second chance for the individuals who were excluded, but is a second chance for the nation to include in its inheritance and in its moment of revelation everyone who throws their lot in with the Jewish people. Because even God can make a mistake, and even God can admit it and rectify it.

  19. Wendy

    From Rav DovBer Pinson

    Lag B’Omer: Liberation=Balance

    Joy Amidst Sadness

    The period of the counting of the Omer, from Passover to Shavuot, is generally viewed as a time of mourning. Lag B’omer stands as a refuge of joy amidst a time of subtle sadness. It is a thirty-two-day stretch from Passover to Lag B’omer, where weddings, music and even haircuts are not performed. These days were reserved to mourn, being that it is the period in which 24,000 of Rabbi Akiva’s students died from a mysterious plague. They died, says the Talmud, because “they did not act respectfully towards each other.”

    Simplyput, Lag B’Omer, the thirty-third day of counting the Omer, is celebrated because it was at that time when the students ceased dying. More importantly, and a bit ironically, Lag B’Omer is also distinguished as a day of joy since it is the day of Rabbi Shimon Bar Yochai’s passing- his yartzeit.

    Carob and Water
    Rabbi Shimon was a second century sage who was one of five students of Rabbi Akiva who survived the plague. Beyond being a prime student of the illustrious Rabbi Akiva, as he once told his own disciples, “My sons, learn my ways, for my ways are the finest of the finest of Rabbi Akiva’s,” he was a great person in his own right.

    Rabbi Shimon was one of the first to openly transmit to his circle the mystical teachings of the Torah, otherwise known today as Kabbalah, and he was the author of its fundamental text, the book of Zohar (Illumination).

    In contrast to the other students who perished during this dreadful period, Rabbi Shimon Bar Yachai survived, and went on to live a full life, passing away at a ripe old age. So much so that when he did move on to the other realm it was seen as a time to rejoice, to celebrate the life and work of this noble teacher. The fact that he did complete his life and continued to teach and spread Torah, has tremendous historical and sociological significance, with practical ramifications until this present day. In addition, it was R. Shimon himself who requested of his people to dedicate the day of his passing as “the day of my joy.”

    Steps in the Path of Personal Development
    As there are no coincidences, everything is divinely orchestrated and organized, what needs to be explored is the connection between his death as a time of joy, and the others students’ deaths as a time to mourn, and their relationship with the counting of the Omer.

    The forty-nine days of the counting represent forty-nine steps in the path of personal development. Kabbalistic teachings speak of seven primary emotional Sefirot. These are, chesed/giving, gevurah/ restraint, tiferes/harmony, netzach/ambition, hod/devotion, Yesod/connection and malchus/ receptiveness. Each of these emotional attributes on their own, without a solid dosage from the others creates a reality of tohu — confusion and chaos.

    For example, having chesed without gevurah would be to allow a child to do whatever they want, at whatever time they want. Yet, this form of ‘giving’ is counterproductive, as children need borders and discipline to properly flourish. To introduce an order of tikkun — correction and perfection — there needs to be a blending of the attributes so that each one of the seven contains all the other, hence the number forty-nine, the days of counting and perfecting our emotional state.

    The Middle Path
    The point of it all is balance, the middle path, the balancing and counter-balancing of our emotional state. The most extreme of our emotions are aroused in a time of tragedy or in a time of comedy, when life throws us something unexpectedly bad, or something surprisingly good. Either way, our instincts are immediately awakened, and most often, we go into auto-pilot and react as opposed to being pro-active.

    Of course, the death of an individual is going to stir within us deep emotions of sadness. In fact, the Rambam/ Maimonides refers to a person who does not show sadness in the face of death as an achzari — a cold hearted person. Not only can we mourn, but we are even encouraged to weep and bewail corporal death. The first three days of Shiva are called the days of weeping. So there is certainly a time for sadness. Sadness, but not depression, which is when you think life is over, but deep sadness. And yet in the midst of a national time of subtle mourning, this being the first 32 days of The Omer, which commemorates the unanticipated death of the students of R. Akiva, there stands Lag B’Omer like a Tree of Life. The joyous day of Rabbi Shimon Bar Yochai’s passing comes along and counter-balances our emotional state, and injects a healthy dosage of joy.

    It is precisely the mystic par excellence, the illustrious R. Shimon, the one who appears beyond the immediate, who can show us that even in death, an assumed end, with no hope or future, there can be found joy and a time of rejoicing. For what at times seems “bad” at the moment may turn out to be “good” at a later time, and what is perceived as an end in the now may morph into a beginning of a brighter future in the present moment.

    Lag B’Omer gives life and hope to the days that are otherwise meant to mourn. On the calendar, Lag B’Omer is on Chai Iyyar – the eighteenth day of the month of Iyyar. Chai is life, for Lag B’Omer gives life to the entire month of Iyyar, and by extension infuses all the days of our life with a healthy measure of joy, optimism, and hopefulness.

  20. Wendy

    From Rabbi James Stone Goodman

    Yizkor (for Yom HaShoah)

    The memory of my beloveds
    my birth right
    a childhood home
    first school
    the library —
    I remember.

    The memory of my parents
    The memories of their parents
    a shop in the city for those who made it
    the goldene medinah
    school a job a home

    I remember the memories of my parents
    of their parents
    the ones who didn’t make it –
    I remember.

    My great grandparents crouching in a corner of a cold room
    Ukraine Minsk Byelorusse
    Vilna Salonika Casablanca
    Kiev Kishinev
    I remember hiding their children in a cellar;

    A broken leaf of a table for study
    candle light
    our books
    the holy intent of our lives.

    Outside they howled in the street
    we sat huddled together for warmth around a fire
    reading our books and teaching our children.
    In a world without sense we made sense.

    I remember, I remember it all.

    jsg, usa

  21. Wendy

    From Rabbi Rachel Barenblat

    A Sestina for Counting the Omer

    Posted: 30 Mar 2013
    We mark the Omer day
    by day, spring unfolding light
    as snowflakes in the breeze. One
    follows another; we measure each week
    of this dusty journey through
    wild unknowing. Come and count.

    Time to make our qualities count.
    The kaleidoscope shifts every day,
    each dawn a lens that God shines through.
    What in me will be revealed as light
    streams into me each week?
    Seven colors of the rainbow make one

    beam of white. God is One
    and God’s in everything we count.
    Lovingkindness permeates the first week,
    then boundaries, harmony, each day
    a different lens for light
    to warm our hearts as it glows through.

    And when the Omer count is through?
    We’ll stand at Sinai, every one
    — every soul that’s ever been — light
    as Chagall’s floating angels. Count
    with me, and treasure each day.
    A holy pause caps every week.

    Endurance comes into play: week
    four. We wonder, will we make it through?
    Humility and splendor in a single day,
    two opposites folded into one.
    Roots strengthen us as we count.
    Every day, more work to do and stronger light.

    Torah is black fire on white, light
    of our lives. In the seventh week
    time warps and ripples as we count.
    Kingship and presence come through,
    transcendence and immanence bundled as one,
    wholly revealed on the forty-ninth day…

    Feel the light now pouring through.
    Each week the seven sefirot become one.
    It’s time to count the Omer, now, today.

  22. Wendy

    From Rabbi Gershon Winkler

    Lag B’Omer and the Chutzpah of Bar Yochai
    A Teaching from Gershon…

    The 33rd Day of the Counting of the O’mer arrives Thursday, May 10, a celebratory time that is celebrated for two seemingly separate commemorations that has some of us confused and others of us totally oblivious. On the one hand, we are told it is a celebration of the ascension of the great second century mystic, Rabbi Shimon bar Yochai. And on the other hand, we are told it is a celebration of the end of a 32-day plague that struck thousands of Rabbi Akiva’s disciples (Talmud Bav’li, Yevamot 62b).

    Their shortcoming is alluded to in the number of days that they took ill, 32, the Gemmatria (numerical value) for ck lev, the Hebrew word for “heart”. It is said that they did not accord one another proper honor, or sucf ka’vod, whose numerical value, too, is 32, as honoring emanates from the heart. Akiva so empowered those who studied with him that many of them felt that they were one head above the others, resulting in lack of respect by omission or commission.

    Why did this tragic plague occur specifically during the period between Spring and Summer – between Passover and Shavuot? Because that is the period during which the luster of the shechinah is most potent — the zee’v ha’shecheenah vbhfav uhz –as the Light of Creaton conjures then the fruition of all that lies dormant in the heart of the Earth, as is written: “The Earth is illuminated by [God’s] Glory” (Ezekiel 43:2). And honor is related to all this since when we honor someone, we call forth their shine, their luster, their brilliance, their beauty (16th-century Rabbi Yehudah Loew of Prague [MaHaRaL] in Chiddushay Agado’t, Vol. 1, folio 133 – Mesechet Yevamot).

    The 33rd day of the O’mer, incidentally, falls on the 18th day of the Hebrew month of Iyyar, and 18 implies Life, it being the numerical value of the Hebrew word for Life, chai hj. And so this deadly plague ceased on that day, and the joy of life was then restored. Thus the celebration behind what we call Lag B’Omer, the 33rd day of the Counting of the O’mer (16th-century Rabbi Yeshayahu ben Avraham in Sefer Ha’Sh’LaH, Mesechet Pesachim, Sefirat Ha’Omer 1:5).


    Now what has Rabbi Shimon bar Yochai got to do with all this? Why is he celebrated on Lag B’Omer?

    Listen. Rabbi Shimon happened to have been one of Akiva’s foremost disciples. He was among the few who were not stricken by the plague. He lived and breathed Akiva’s teachings, not just studied them. Day after day, as the Great Force of Darkness hovered over Judea, draining the disciples of their life breath, Bar Yochai challenged it, stood in its way, tried to avert it, to drive it away, to send it back to where it came from, but to no avail. A Heavenly Decree was a Heavenly Decree. But Rabbi Shimon was not one to give up and he persisted relentlessly. By Day 32, The Great Force of Darkness began to weaken in the face of Rabbi Shimon’s tenacity. There he stood once again, chanting his prayers and incantations at the looming Force of Darkness. Realizing that it could no longer hold out against the master, the Force of Darkness complained to God:

    “Master of the Universe! You sent me to wreak this destruction upon these disciples of Akiva and Bar Yochai is not allowing me to complete my task!”

    Said God: “Pay no attention to the son of Yochai and continue fulfilling My Decree.”

    The Great Force of Darkness, empowered by God, returned to cast its fatal shadow over the land, but again Bar Yochai was there to block its path, and this time outright threatening the Spirit of Darkness: “If you will not go away, I will utter an incantation upon you that will prevent you from ever again returning to the Heavens! And you will end up like the fallen angels Aza and Aza’el.”

    His words further weakened the Spirit’s resolve and it fled back to the Heavens, this time terrified by Bar Yochai’s threat. Again, the Great Force of Darkness complained to God and again God admonished the Spirit not to any attention to the threats of Bar Yochai. When the Spirit of Darkness returned to resume its mission, Bar Yochai again blocked its path.

    “You dare prevent what God has decreed?!” the Spirit angrily shouted. “Can’t you see that the Light of Torah has gone out, and it is destined to be forgotten? That few can uphold the sacred intent of its precepts?”

    Said Bar Yochai: “Heaven Forbid! For the Light of Torah will never be extinguished if even a few are around to carry it, nor will Torah ever be forgotten, for her wisdom and inspiration is everlasting and will continue to shine against all odds and in spite of all impediments. As long as there is but even a single soul who believes this, it shall be so!”

    In that moment, the Spirit of Darkness was called back to the Heavens and a great light shone in its place, accompanied by a still small voice that declared: “How worthy are you, son of Yochai, in that God decrees above and you abolish the decree below” (adapted from Tikunei Zohar, folios 255a-b and Talmud Bav’li, Shabbat 138b).

    Back in the Heavenly Realm, the Spirit of Darkness asked God: “Why did you give in to him? He is but flesh and blood!”

    Said God: “Because he reminded me of Noah.”

    And so, the 33rd day came and went, and there was no more plague. And so, on the 33rd Day of the counting of the O’mer, we celebrate the end of the plague that struck Akiva’s disciples, and we celebrate the man who boldly challenged the Great Force of Darkness and reminded God, so to speak, of Noah, that all it takes to keep the world going is a single heart that believes, a single spark of hope, a single act of relentless chutzpah like the audacity of Bar Yochai.


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